ilove--you @ bs :D

2010-04-05T00:32:00.002+08:00

SHIFTED!
UNFAILINGLOVE-JOY.BS :D

Because since today is the day Jesus rose from the dead, my blog shall also be risen from the dead!
See you there! :)

2010-03-31T23:15:00.003+08:00

I WON JACKPOT JACKPOT JACKPOT! :D
FINALLY ALL MY SOWING INTO THIS MACHINE HAS REAP FORTH BIGGER FRUIT!
(All along it was small fruit - all the sweets and tibits)

From this machine!! :D

& the jackpot!!! MY MELODY! :D

;)

2010-03-08T02:25:00.002+08:00

I got reminded again today,
what I'm doing now, its not for anyone else but only for God.
Reason? I love Him....
During discipleship class with rui just now, how she brought my story out as an example, how I slowly changed etc. With addition confirmation from Gabriel still, LOLS!
I could be where I am, with all I have now, its too ming xian to say that I've lied if I said its not a work of God's.

My mum ask why dont I go work full time during this period to earn more money, friend ask why I dont. Why is my church commitment now so hiong until it seems almost every day there is something related?

I believe that this break from O's to poly, as I use it to build up mine & even others spiritual life, as I put Him fisrt in all this months, I believe that in my poly years, God will move in a greater way that He hasnt done before in my life yet.
I'm excited for whatever thats coming up, changes & new things.
Prepare my heart, Lord. Come what may, I will be still running on this race...

2010-03-07T00:28:00.003+08:00

ALL GLORY GOES UP TO HIM!
OMG! CHC RECEIVED ITS BREAKTHROUGH LAND! FINALLY GOD LET THIS COME TO A PAST ALREADY! OMG! (Butbutbut, notenote: We're buying over some part of it & not the WHOLE of it)

In less than a year time, in Mar 2011,
WE WILL BE SHIFTING TO SUNTEC CONVENTION CENTRE!

So wanted to cry(because of overflowingggg JOY!) like ever since start of service & while the video is being played, cant tahan anymore, omg! Was crying & jumping in JOY! LOLS!

LETS ARISE & BUILD! JUST THIS 4 MONTH & A FEW MORE TIMES OF IT, BUILD GOD A HOUSE THAT HE IS DESERVED OF!
"Different amount but Equal sacrifices! We're not only building buildings but also building lifes!"

HI SUNTEC IN LESS THAN A YEAR TIME!

WOOOOOOT!

2010-02-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

Lord, You are the reason why I am here & what I do...

You are why I sing
You are why I live
You are why I love
You are why I give
because everything of me belongs to You & I place it at Your feet . . .

Give me a breakthrough, NO WALLS ARE TOO HARD TO SMASH! I CAN! (X1000)

2010-02-08T01:16:00.002+08:00

My Heart's Song for this season . . .
Never let You go, bring me out through it all.
I can, I will.
Still trusting for a day for the storm to stop & the rainbow to appear.
It will...

2010-02-02T18:01:00.001+08:00

A song to all my dear friends . . . never give up & always keep on moving on! :D

Shining Friends by Fiona Fung

A little faith Brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult you can't go away
Don't hide yourselves in the corner
You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up You'll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow's sunrise
The spirit can never die

*Sun will shine my friend
Won't let you cry my dear
Seeing you shed a tear
Make my world disappear
You'll never be alone in darkness

See my smile my friend
We are with you holding hands
You have got to believe
You are my destiny
We've meant to be your friends
That's what a friend should be*

2010-01-26T00:19:00.000+08:00

Maginificent, Eternally Wonderful Glorious ♥

2010-01-25T21:00:00.002+08:00

1st fever for 2010.
Lols, on a brighter side, I managed to keep myself healthy for 24days.
Maybe its a sign of my body want a break & rest.

Anyone wanna help me buy food up? :(

2010-01-20T00:20:00.002+08:00

Always believe for a rainbow after every storm...
God's promises will never, ever fail. Read up on Genesis if you do not know how the rainbow came from. :)
Storms take away every imperfection & make us the best that we can(perfection).
Be strong and stay till the storm ends.

Never give up . . .
for He did not plan to break but to make us up.
:)

2010-01-12T17:41:00.003+08:00

MY FIRST LOVE

MY FIRST LOVE IS JESUS
YOU'RE THE ONE I ADORE
MY FIRST LOVE IS MY SAVIOR
YOU'RE THE ONE I'M LIVING FOR

MY FIRST JOY IS JESUS
YOU'RE THE STRENGTH OF MY LIFE
MY FIRST JOY IS MY MASTER
FOR YOU HOLD THE KEY TO MY LIFE

JE-SUS, LORD JE-SUS
LORD JESUS, YOU'RE MY FIRST LOVE
HOW I LOVE YOU
O HOW I LOVE YOU
JE-SUS, LORD JE-SUS
LORD JESUS, YOU'RE MY FIRST LOVE
HOW I LOVE YOU
O HOW I LOVE YOU LORD

THERE IS A PLACE IN YOUR HEART

THERE IS A PLACE IN YOUR HEART
I AM LONGING TO FIND
WON'T YOU SHOW ME
THERE IS A PLACE I KNOW
I CAN RUN TO AND HIDE
WON'T YOU SHOW ME
SHOW ME
SHOW ME
SHOW ME YOUR HEART
SHOW ME
SHOW ME
SHOW ME YOUR HEART

2010-01-04T02:19:00.003+08:00

Short term goal, ( as asked/told by my dear leader :P ) . . .

I NEED TO GET MY BODY CLOCK BACK TO THE RIGHT TIMING!

! 10pm - 6am !

& I shall quit the more than 12hr of sleep club, I'm the gold member there you know ?

Shall try my best to make it happen when my dear leader is in korea praying in the freezing temperature, she so gonna be so shocked if I manage to do that!

For now . . . its standing in the gap time

2010 will be a year of breakthrough for us, for everything! Amen! :)

Excited :)

To all students thats starting school,
ALL THE BEST & HAVE FUN!
Remember always that you hold your own life & no other does.
You want it to be a good day, you make it. Want it to be bad, feel free to destroy it.
Whatever you think, say, do, you will reap all the results of it.

&& EXCITED FOR RESULT EHEH!
Believing/trusting/praying :)

2009-12-31T21:26:00.003+08:00

This year sure to be a up & down year for me, a year when I face my darkest valley and also a year when I got to the top of my mountain. As I look back in my life, this fact became so real so real, that is God is so real & He really care & love for everyone of us.
2009 been a year of stepping out of my comfort zone, a year when I've really grown a lot, both spiritually & maturity wise. Took up many other things in the CG which really make me to live out the Jesus-centered lifestyle, in another word, it mean to always put other first.
& I guess everything was already planned by God and I'm glad to be able to say that I have overcome 2009! :D

Many nights I've spend it crying, asking and begging God for an answer of why I have to go through all the shit & hell. Many days I woke up with sore eye but yet having peace in my heart, many days I don't to sleep too much because of family problems, and I made so many police call on a same person too.
School wasn't good too, to my classmate that was with me for 3 years or 2, I know sometimes you all have wondered why I always hated school so much, leaving school early, skipping school to study at home. . . Why did I came down to NA to snatch the top few positions from you all. I'm sorry for everything I have caused, but I want to thank all of you all that you have accepted me as a friend. 3 years ago when I've dropped to NA from Express, its really a very very big blow to me & it really took a very big effort and courage for me to actually continue on studying and not drop out of school.
But I thank God that now, I'm no longer having lousy result, last 10+ in level, but now I'm being at the top few percent. Guess that big blow was also a God-given blow too, lols! I'm glad that I have finished this 'secondary school' race too :) :) Indeed that you may not start well and good, but keep on pressing on, trust that everything gonna turn out fine at the end. Whatever you confess & think, you will in the end get it :)

This year was also my O Level year, sure to be a tough & slack year for me, why slack?, you should know xD I'm really believe & trusting God for a good good good result! :D
This year I've also donated blood 3 times! Making a total of 4 donation till now, but a lot of side effects :(

In spiritually, church, CG wise, many many changes too, 1 big one was I actually took up guitar which I hated it before that ( very painful ah . . ). Due to some reason, my current CGG left and just nice I don't know why I could actually pick up guitar without giving up, not forgetting to thank Andrew! Thanks for teaching me the guitar even when we know each other through online xD & also I actually bought an expensive guitar :O But like what I'm gonna say always, I guess its still part of God's plan. Ever since then, I started playing guitar for CG. My first time playing was still a combine cg meeting for the ladies when all the men were having men's meeting, about 3 CG &&& its other CGL leading :OO Lols!!

Also I start to give GS BS, 'upgrade' from salvation BS, lols! Oh yes! I served in choir during the zone services! 1 word, FUN! :D If I'm not wrong, this year I have also attended 4 OPM? 1 CCH & i think 3 YK, really killing my flesh but I love the part when my flesh is really 'dead' & when we are really soak into the POG! Wulala! :D

For CCH wise, I'm glad and honoured to be able to help out in the recent musical, Fishball PingPong. Was one of the maskman aka backstage crew, stressful, tiring, stretching. Direct 'commenting' from pastor is really something very :( But I had a lot of fun times & good memories! Yay! :D

Now is time to make some special dedications to some of my dearest one :)

To the special one who have impacted my life in an amazing way, my sheperd, , my leader & my dear, KONG YUN RUI! :D
Thank you for taking in all my stupid jokes & actions. Thank you for all the discipleship & all of your scoldings too :P I promise that I will try to make myself better and that I won't get scolded by you every time I see you :P Thank you for all your guidance, grace & forgiveness that you have shown. Without you, I'm nothing now. Thank you for teaching & empowering me, so that I can do mighty things for God!
It's always my honour to be able to serve you, help you. Looking forward to 2010 together with you! Always beside you ! ;)
Dear, don't be discourage by all the things that have happen, but let all the things encourage & push you to be a even better leader!
I Love You!
:D
& because of you not giving up on me . . .

I was able to get this award, aka the most serving award during WL Subzone thanksgiving 2009 ! :D

& now to my CG, W466 :DD
Thank you for giving me the chance to serve you all & all the love you all have shown me. Thank you for accepting me as I am. Thank you for giving me a chance to love you all so dearly, helping me to expand my love tank, my capacity.
Looking forward to see the CG up to another level, lets believe 2010 will be the year!
Thank you all! :)

To Xinyee, Rachel, Anqi, Kaili, Alicia, Fiona
Thank you for all your love, courage that you all have in yourself. Thank you for not giving up in God. Continue on pressing on & I believe with all my heart, your breakthrough will be coming up! Keep on praying & fasting, God see! :D

GOODBYE 2009 & HELLO 2010!
I'm ready for a change, for greater things!
Are you? :D

2009-12-23T21:49:00.018+08:00

ALL THE PRESENTS & WISHES! THANK YOU! :)
24 DECEMBER! :DDDD

1st: 2 month Contact Lens From Jing Zhou :)
* (Wish Number 2) *

2nd: $150 from Daddy, $50 from Mum :)
* (Love Gift) *

3rd: Birthday card & Present - BOOKS! from W466 :)
* (Wish Number 4 & 6) *

4th: Early Birthday wishes from Xin Quan :D

5th: Seoul Garden Lunch Buffet Treat from Jun Jie! (Jing Zhou, David, Samuel, Fiona) :D
* (Number 2) *

6th: Ice Cream Cake from Jing Zhou! During Seoul Garden ;)
* (Wish Number 7) *

7th: Cute DOGGY! :DD From Jing Zhou, Jun Jie, Samuel, David ( In Arcade, for sponsering me token xD )
* (Wish Number 5) *

8th: Keychain with name from Dad! :D

9th: Wishes from Darren Ong! :D

10th: A box of Ferrero Rocher from jingzhou &gang?

11th: Cupmake Creation set :D from YangZheng & YunRui.

12th: Handmade Bow from Xinyee :D

Left Wish Number 1, 3, 9 , 10 + Number 1

- Edited On 24 Dec :) -
THANKS TO ALL WHO WISHED ME ON FB/MSN/SMS/CALL/FACE-TO-FACE :D

SMS - Sorry as I lost a lot contact, hence do not really know who are you :)
1.9863.... ( Congrats for being the 1st on time sms! :D )
2.9354....
3.9398....
4.Dennis (LYL ZONE)
5.Aiwei
6.Dad :)
7.9179....
8.Alicia Chiang :)
9.Deying
10. Susan&Raymond
11. Jelyn

CALL
1. Junjie, Charmaine, Joseph (Conference Call + PRANK CALL!-but it didnt work xD)(1st on time! :D)
2. Fiona, Junjie, Xinyee (Conference Call)
3. Yang Zheng, Yun Rui
4. Yun Rui

MSN
1. Quenas
2. Chi Shuen
3. Jelyn

FACE-TO-FACE
1.Meitong(early :P)
2.David Zheng(1st! :D)
3.Mum :)
4.Some WL/SL people :D

FACEBOOK
1. Fiona (Early :P)
2. Hong Yun (1st! :D)
3. Chun Kiat
4. Alan Ang
5. Hak Soon
6. Alicia Chiang
7. Brenda Teo
8. Yu Ling
9. Shu Fen
10. Jovell
11. Edmund
12. Maypheng
13. Joanna Cai
14. Xin Yee
15. (Some-I-dont-know-who)
16. Yin Ling
17. Zi Qiang
18. Candice
19. Howard
20. Li Wei
21. Eugenie
22. Rosalyn
23. Deying
24. Xiao Wei
25. Mei Wen
26. Adam
27. Artifah
28. Chen Jia Ying
29. Kenneth Siew
30. Joyce Tham
31. Geraldine Chong
32. Jonathan Tan
33. Coleen
34. Peishi
35. Kenn
36. Nanako
37. Yuhao
38. Charissa
39. Hazel
40. Zuer
41. Bronson
42. Glordia
43. Carol
44. Eng Wee
45. Wynstan
46. Nabil Akif
47. Alicia Cheang
48. Lionel
49. Lawrence
50. Angie
51. Sok Ling
52. Caiyan
53. Jun Hao
54. Sabrina
55. Jing Ye (1159)
56. Elaine Huang

++ somemore that I've forgotten to put in, SORRY! :DD
Had a fun birthday this year, Advance & Belated birthday celebration :D
Thanks to all! :)

2009-12-20T12:56:00.002+08:00

How will you spend your christmas eve & christmas day ? :)

I'm spending my 'Christmas week' @ . . .

Come and join us for this wonder wonderful time! Christmas, a time to fall in love again . . . awesome drama waiting for you too!
If you have nothing to do & you do not wanna nua at home during this lovely session, Christmas.
Come along with me! :D

2009-12-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

HARK! THE HERALD ANGELS SING

HARK! THE HERALD ANGELS SING
GLORY TO THE NEWBORN KING
PEACE ON EARTH AND MERCY MILD
GOD AND SINNERS RECONCILED
JOYFUL, ALL YE NATIONS RISE
JOIN THE TRIUMPH OF THE SKIES
WITH ANGELIC HOST PROCLAIM
CHRIST IS BORN IN BETHLEHEM
HARK! THE HERALD ANGELS SING
GLORY TO THE NEWBORN KING

CHRIST BY HIGHEST HEAV'N ADORED
CHRIST THE EVERLASTING LORD
LATE IN TIME BEHOLD HIM COME
OFFSPRING OF THE VIRGIN'S WOMB
VEILED IN FLESH THE GODHEAD SEE
HAIL THE INCARNATE DEITY
PLEASED AS MAN WITH MEN TO DWELL
JESUS OUR EMMANUEL
HARK! THE HERALD ANGELS SING
GLORY TO THE NEWBORN KING

HAIL THE HEAV'N BORN PRINCE OF PEACE
HAIL THE SON OF RIGHTEOUSNESS
LIGHT AND LIFE TO ALL HE BRINGS
RIS'N WITH HEALING IN HIS WINGS
MILD HE LAYS HIS GLORY BY
BORN THAT MAN NO MORE MAY DIE
BORN TO RAISE THE SONS OF EARTH
BORN TO GIVE THEM SECOND BIRTH
HARK! THE HERALD ANGELS SING
GLORY TO THE NEWBORN KING

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Joy To The World

JOY TO THE WORLD, THE LORD IS COME
LET EARTH RECEIVE HER KING
LET EVERY HEART PREPARE HIM ROOM
AND HEAVEN AND NATURE SING
AND HEAVEN AND NATURE SING
AND HEAVEN, AND HEAVEN, AND NATURE SING
AND HEAVEN, AND HEAVEN, AND NATURE SING

JOY TO THE WORLD, THE SAVIOR REIGNS
LET ALL THEIR SONGS EMPLOY
WHILE FIELDS AND FLOODS, ROCKS, HILLS AND PLAINS
REPEAT THE SOUNDING JOY
REPEAT THE SOUNDING JOY
REPEAT, REPEAT, THE SOUNDING JOY
REPEAT, REPEAT, THE SOUNDING JOY

HE RULES THE WORLD WITH TRUTH AND GRACE
AND MAKES THE NATIONS PROVE
THE GLORIES OF HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS
AND WONDERS OF HIS LOVE
AND WONDERS OF HIS LOVE
AND WONDERS, WONDERS, OF HIS LOVE
AND WONDERS, WONDERS, OF HIS LOVE

- - -

Away In a Manger

AWAY IN A MANGER
NO CRIB FOR A BED
THE LITTLE LORD JESUS
LAID DOWN HIS SWEET HEAD
THE STARS IN THE SKY
LOOKED DOWN WHERE HE LAY
THE LITTLE LORD JESUS
ASLEEP ON THE HAY

THE CATTLE ARE LOWING
THE POOR BABY WAKES
BUT LITTLE LORD JESUS
NO CRYING HE MAKES
I LOVE THEE, LORD JESUS
LOOK DOWN FROM THE SKY
AND STAY BY MY CRADLE
TILL MORNING IS NIGH

BE NEAR ME, LORD JESUS
I ASK THEE TO STAY
CLOSE BY ME FOREVER
AND LOVE ME, I PRAY
BLESS ALL THE DEAR CHILDREN
IN THY TENDER CARE
AND TAKE US TO HEAVEN
TO LIVE WITH THEE THERE

- - -

O COME, ALL YE FAITHFUL

O COME, ALL YE FAITHFUL
JOYFUL AND TRIUMPHANT
O COME YE, O COME YE TO BETHELEHEM
COME AND BEHOLD HIM
BORN THE KING OF ANGELS

O COME, LET US ADORE HIM
O COME, LET US ADORE HIM
O COME, LET US ADORE HIM
CHRIST THE LORD

SING, CHOIRS OF ANGELS
SING IN EXULTATION
SING, ALL YE CITIZENS OF HEAVEN ABOVE
GLORY TO GOD ALL
GLORY IN THE HIGHEST

YEA, LORD WE GREET THEE
BORN THAT HAPPY MORNING
JESUS, TO THEE BE ALL GLORY GIV'N
WORD OF THE FATHER
NOW IN FLESH APPEARING

- - -

Silent Night

SILENT NIGHT HOLY NIGHT
ALL IS CALM ALL IS BRIGHT
ROUND YON VIRGIN MOTHER AND CHILD
HOLY INFANT SO TENDER AND MILD
SLEEP IN HEAVENLY PEACE
SLEEP IN HEAVENLY PEACE

SILENT NIGHT HOLY NIGHT
SHEPHERDS QUAKE AT THE SIGHT
GLORIES STREAm FROM HEAVEN AFAR
HEAVENLY HOSTS SING ALLELEULIA
CHRIST THE SAVIOUR IS BORN
CHRIST THE SAVIOUR IS BORN

SILENT NIGHT HOLY NIGHT
SON OF GOD LOVE'S PURE LIGHT
RADIANT BEAMS FROM THY HOLY FACE
WITH THE DAWN OF REDEEMING GRACE
JESUS LORD AT THY BIRTH
JESUS LORD AT THY BIRTH

- - -

ANGELS WE HAVE HEARD ON HIGH

ANGELS WE HAVE HEARD ON HIGH
SWEETLY SINGING O'ER THE PLAINS
AND THE MOUNTAINS IN REPLY
ECHO BACK THEIR JOYOUS STRAINS

GLO…..................RIA
IN EXCELSIS DE-O
GLO…..................RIA
IN EXCELSIS DE...-O
Praise the King of heaven

SHEPHERDS, WHY THIS JUBILEE
WHY THESE SONGS OF HAPPY CHEER
WHAT GREAT BRIGHTNESS DID YOU SEE
WHAT GLAD TIDING DID YOU HEAR

COME TO BETHLEHEM AND SEE
HIM WHOSE BIRTH THE ANGELS SING
COME, ADORE ON BENDED KNEE
CHRIST, THE LORD, THE NEW-BORN KING

SEE HIM IN A MANGER LAID
WHOM THE ANGELS PRAISE ABOVE
MARY, JOSEPH, LEND YOUR AID
WHILE WE RAISE OUR HEARTS IN LOVE

- - -

Jingle Bell

- - -

Rudolph The Red-Nosed Reindeer

- - -
We wish you a merry christmas

- - -
12 Days of Christmas

- - -
Frosty the snowman

- - -

Feliz Navidad

- - -
All I Want For Christmas Is You

2009-12-13T19:05:00.002+08:00

Wish Wishes Wish for Christmas & Christmas eve! :D

1. Clothing (Dresses, Tops, Bottom, Shoe)

For shoe, my shoe size is about 37 - 39, depending on the design of the shoe, best will be 38 :)

The rest, best to get free size :D

2. Contact Lens

3. Bags

4. A collage of photos and wishes on those wooden board, use for puzzle usually. (You can get it from Art Friend :D )( i dont mind cg card to be like this xD *hint*)

5. CUTE soft toys, to be IN SHAPE (I cant stand those not in shape oft toys :( )

6. Motivational Books

7. Icecream Cake

8. Many many nice chocolate/tibits!

9. NEW PHONE!

Still dont know what to give ? LOVE OFFERING IS WELCOME TOO! :D

Now the not so material one :D

1. Picnic @ beach, would be best if there is sunset :D

2. Bring me out for meals! I dont mind icecream, western, chinese, buffet or steamboat :D

2009-12-09T22:51:00.002+08:00

This 2 post is great!
Gonna start veg fast together with CCH & some full fast for my own too!
Shall start for a week now ~

http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/11/when-bad-things-happen-to-good-people/
When Bad Things Happen To Good People.
It is never easy for anyone to go through difficult times and tough situations. However, when terrible things happen to us, here are a few things we need to bear in mind:

1. Know that God is not angry with you.
2. Realize that you are in a spiritual warfare.
3. Believe that God is ultimately in control.
4. Offer up the sacrifice of praise.
5. Understand that God is seeking to make you better.
6. Develop the capacity to obediently endure.
7. Get ready for the double portion.

- - -

http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/12/power-of-fasting/
The Power Of Fasting.
There are many wonderful benefits of fasting:

1. Biological: Better Health, to eliminate a lot of toxins (harmful substances) that have been built up over the years.
2.Spiritual:
(a) Breaking the power of the carnal flesh.
(b) Self-humbling before the Lord
(c) Increasing the anointing level
3. Revival & Church Growth

2009-12-05T00:36:00.002+08:00

This week is a very very very hiong week. In really a need of prayer, for strength & of good health most importantly. (:
Basically, my life been real boring this and last week, filled up with FBPP (Fishball Pingpong) rehearsal. The 1 whole day, its like 9am till 11pm that kind of maddness ):

Monday . . . Rehearsal whole day
Tuesday . . . Guitar class in the morning & then Rehearsal till evening & then meeting at JW
Wednesday . . . Rehearsal whole day
Thursday . . . Rehearsal whole day
Friday . . . Rehearsal whole day
Saturday . . . Rehearsal + 2 round of actual show.
Sunday . . . Rehearsal + 1 round of actual show.

Look super no life, but well . . . ITS GONNA END SOON! :D
Looking on the bright side, I've received the letter of being top 10% for my cohort again, hence Edusave Scholarship! :D :D Shiok babe! Heeheehee, to add on to it, my dad add on $50 as a reward too! :D

Happy Alicia!! :D

Good Night! There come another whole day later on at Lee Foundation. ):

2009-11-29T13:27:00.004+08:00

Monday

Guitar Lesson & then head over to NTU to find Yun Rui till late night. Homed :D

Tuesday

Rehearsal at RW for the upcoming CCH musicial, FBPP! :D Then rushed off together with CCH people to JW for the meeting, was late :( But thank God that we're still able to attend :D

Wednesday
Rehearsal at RW again for FBPP, then around 5pm+ was let off. Went to JP to buy stuffs for Yun Rui & head over to NTU again, lols! Taxi uncle thought Im studying there :( Me not that old laaaa, but uncle said I look matured, heehee! :P
Brought 2 dress for Yun Rui to try tho, this is 1 of it . . .

Thursday
PSLE RESULT DAY! CONGRATS TO XINYEE WHO GOT 236! & SHIXIAN WHO GOT 201? & DESIREE WHO GOT 180++ :D

Headed over to Xin Yee house to give her guitar lesson, then went off with her as she is heading to school for result :D
Went back home, prepared for another guitar class, after guitar class is prepare for CG.
Cham, always late when meeting Yun Rui to practice, badbad.
Had CGM, I like the game, Tom & Jerry :P How people was really screaming around (esp Yun Rui :P )
After CGM, cabbed down to RW (HEARTTTTT PAINNNNN) for CCH OPM! Had 1 of the best OPM I had this year! From 11pm till 3am, prayed super a lot of things within such short time, we had only like half a minute for every prayer request. & also Pastor Eileen wanted us to pray with a bible verse for each prayer request, hiong. Hahahah ( Didnt manage to use a different verse for all :P Shall start memorising xD )
Thank God for NR3 :D No need to cab home or wait for 1st train! YAY! :D
Homed, FB-ed, SLEEEP! :D

Friday
Rehearsal at JW, was real boring and tiring. Lols
We played balls ( I think its not allowed right? :P ) & slept :P

& we went to artise room to play :P

Was let off at 10+ close to 11pm, homed, FB-ed, SLEEEEP!

Saturday
Woke up with a pain pain headache, guess due to all the lack of sleep during the week, hence last minute didn't serve in CCH, Cheryl didn't too, Lols!
Had a wonder wonder wonder FUL service! :D
Then we went up to rooftop to do our DIY Shoe :D Mine was quite successful! :D

MY DOMO! :D :D :D

& WE (JunJie, David & I) did 1 shoe for our dear Yun Rui who was not there :D

Taadaaa! MOOOO ~

Sunday
& for today, now slacking, blogging & FB-ing. Later on rehearsal at JW, then head home, mama gonna rebond my hair for me! WULALA! :D

2009-11-28T01:49:00.002+08:00

For Janelle ( Whom Jesus Loves )

YOU HANG THE STARS
YOUR LOVE MAKES THEM GLOW
YOU CARE FOR THE LILIES
THE SPARROWS YOU HOLD

I OPEN MY EYES
YOUR MERCIES UNFOLD
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES
THERE'S ONE THING I KNOW

JESUS LOVES ME
CALLS ME HIS OWN
JESUS LOVES ME
HE MAKES ME WHOLE
JESUS LOVES ME
HEART OVERFLOWS
IT IS WELL
IT IS WELL WITH MY SOUL

YOU TOOK MY PAIN
AND CARRIED YOUR CROSS
YOU KEPT ALL MY TEAR DROPS
AND SHED THEM LIKE YOURS
YOU FELT ALL MY GRIEF
ON CALVARY'S HILL
YOUR HEART WAS SO BROKEN
NOW I CAN BE HEALED

- - -

When I'm hurting, He sees it and it hurt Him even more.
Its a actual fact that, without Him, I might have gone crazy or have been died long time ago.
" YOU TOOK MY PAIN
AND CARRIED YOUR CROSS
YOU KEPT ALL MY TEAR DROPS
AND SHED THEM LIKE YOURS
YOU FELT ALL MY GRIEF
ON CALVARY'S HILL
YOUR HEART WAS SO BROKEN
NOW I CAN BE HEALED "

I believe & I put my trust in You totally, everything will be alright, everything will end when the time is right.
Thank You for filling up my love tank whenver its empty, thank You for hugging me, always be at my side whenever things happen.
I'm not alone in this race, for sure.
(:

2009-11-23T00:59:00.004+08:00

Recap for the whole of last week :D

Monday
Unwell as of last post I've explained why :P

Tuesday
Rotted, bored. :(

Wednesday
Went to penisular shopping mall in the afternoon with Joshua & Estelle. Went to install knob, buy strap & 3 packet of strings for my darling, spend a BIG BOMB :( Joshua bought a Fina guitar, the one Stephanie have too, pretty! :D Estelle bought a bagpack, fruitful trip!
Rushed back to visit with Raymond, finally am back to visitation! :D After visitation I went to Gek Poh Shopping Mall to check up things. Did all this with my darling, my shoulder was breaking & I nearly or maybe I did stretched/pulled till my vein, very painful.
Rushed back home & rest. :D

Thursday
Guitar class in the morning with Xinyee & Estelle, w/ Joshua KPO-ing :P

After class, rushed to Gabriel house w/ Xinyee & Joshua, Estelle couldnt come for CGM ): Practiced guitar & then started CG (; We had our Maggi Mee Party today! :D

Friday
I took my brother out for makan-heaven :P Why makan heaven ? I stay in CCK, but I brought him around to eat.
1st stop, clementi to eat Botak Jonas. We shared the almost smallest set and we were ultra super full. Lols.

Then we took bus to go to the bigbigbig Mac HQ at Bt Timah, to buy voucher for CCH. Stupid HQ, why make such a long stairs, tiring -.-

(My Brother) (:

Then we walked to Upp Bt Timah to the Prata shop to eat fried icecream & milo dinosaur. After eating, we were really really really VERY full. Lols.

In order not to vomit on bus because of an exploding stomach, we went to walk around at the Beauty World Shopping Mall. Spend almost more than an hour in a shop that sells a lot of oldie things, super fun!

My Brother :D

& we bought this two things :P

$1.20, cheappppp ~

$2, funnnnnnnn ~

& also bought this cow for my dear, Yun Rui :D

After walking for awhile, took bus & send my brother home. And after that went to bugis to meet Gabriel. Sorry for being ultra late! :(
Went to the soup shop??? to eat :D

& being a big sua ku because of Os, that caused me not to go shopping. It was my first time in Iluma, pretty!

Headed back home about 10+ nearly to 11pm. Fun but tiring day!
:D

Saturday
Early in the morning, my mom suddenly did my hair ( at such wrong hour ). After that rushed down to start busing, FINALLY I'm back to busing too! :D Some kids really stretch you to the max, esp your patience and your love, go try out and you will know. Hahaah! My bus helper couldnt stand it, lols!
After CCH end, went for service. Great word! :D After service, had a short session of talking session from ruirui to the CG. After that da-boued food and we had Chocolate Fondue! :D

Headed home around 10pm+. Another super tiring day, but fun day! :D
I love My God! :D

Sunday
Had i think less than 5 hour of rest, rushed out of my house in the morning and 'flew' down to church. I was on time BUT David was late! HAHAHAAH! We went to help out in JAMS church as they need help, fun experience. ( I still prefer children's church :P )
After JAMS, met up with those people going for S4 & went down for service. Was super hungry & super tired, cant really concentrate 100%, but gald that I manage to pull through the whole service :D
After service, we went to 800+ coffeeshop to eat :D Then the rest went home while I went back to NTU to sleep and fold heart at dear's hostel. :P
Left NTU around 10.30pm+ & went back home.
Another super tiring day.

& for now . . . ITS LALALAND TIME! After so many tiring days with so little sleep, a well-deserved rest is here! :D
(Hope that someone wont come disturb tonight, please God. . .If not I wont be that kind anymore, triple 9 if he dares to come again.)

2009-11-16T20:10:00.004+08:00

Sunday

Went for blood donation @ Expo. Heehee, finally after 3 donation which make this time a 4th time, I finally know that my blood type is a A+ :D & everyone dont believe that i weigh 50kg :O (I know I look really skinny la) Lols! Good at the start but bad at the the end. Was perfectly fine after donation and a few hours later, bad bad. Was sleeping on the train and at i-dont-know-which-station, I woke up and found that I made my wound bleed & soon after awhile I couldnt hear ( it was blocked quite badly that type ) & see ( it was super super blur ) & I started to vomit. Thank God for JingZhou & David whose there too, if not I dont know what would happen. Alighted at Jurong East and I ended up taking cab home from there. Very scary, ever more than 5min i stand up, I would nearly black out.
Was feeling super duper unwell since then.

Sua Ku me, I just knew Im a A+ yesterday :P

I most most most dislike this, painful ): How a small small even smaller than ant de dot can hurt so much O.O

How cute they packed the popcorn, lols!

We played this while waiting, and I WON jingzhou & david! :D

Brave ! (:

Especially Jingzhou, his 1st time donating! :D

Mine :D (THE BANDAGE SO UGLYYYYYY ~~~ ): )

& today, not much things. Was feeling weak still but better than yesterday & I could/dare not go down to buy food as I'm afraid I might black out again or something.
& hence Jingzhou & Peiyi bought food up to my doorstep for me! Arigato!
(& also to Yun Rui, whom she contacted i-dont-know-who to help me buy food :D)

From Peiyi~ :D

From Jingzhou :D

2009-11-14T23:00:00.004+08:00

Since exam is over, I guess I should be blogging more :P But my time is so so so so tight now :O

Thursday we had our 2nd-not-combined-CGM :D Getting better & better, took games for CG. & was Jingye 1st time hearing me play during CGM (after many tries of not letting him hear, he still manage to. Lols), quite stress with a pro, lols! :P

Friday went to NTU to eat my dearest yummy hotcake w/ sausage :D & then go to Yunrui's new hostel to help her do her stuffs, & we went whacky around too with David. Had a nice time at Bt. Timah, stomach was very happy :D

Hotty Cakey w/ Sausagey ! Eating it w/ dear make it even more nice :D

At Bt. Timah Market & Food Centre, David's way of eating a durian, spoon & chopstick. Lols :P

Went over to eat fried icecream :D

Yummy right! :D

& for today, we had W466 Amazing Race :D
Shall not focus on the bad point, but rather on the good point. Was Fun! :D Gald that some of them had fun :D
Too tired to explain everything. Congrats to . .
Winning team -> Peng Cheng Group
& most sporting person . . . Xin Yee :D

Jing Zhou's group w/ Xin yee, Rachel, Lionel. ( Vivian + 2 friend, Fiona )

William's group w/ MiKi, Weiqiang, ShanHui

Peng Cheng's group w/ Joel, Joshua ( Estelle, Samuel )

:D

JingZhou's group :D

& the present :D (Before packing it all up :D )

& this is for the most sporting member award. (:

Service was great, great sermon! Not my will but Yours, Your timing & not mine . . . & with God, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE! Amen! :D

Oh ya! Recieved 2 gift from 2 person :D Arigato!

From Joshua! :D

From Jun Jie! :D

2009-11-10T21:35:00.002+08:00

After tomorrow . . .

ITS OVER! :D
But I'm already in holiday mood, lols.

2009-10-12T13:56:00.002+08:00

You were born to be loved.
Its an unfailing & a love that last . . . forever & ever.

thank you . . .

Korean Version :D

당신은 사랑받기위해 태어난 사람
당신의 삶속에서 그 사랑받고 있지요
당신은 사랑받기위해 태어난 사람
당신의 삶속에서 그 사랑받고 있지요
태초부터 시작된 하나님의 사랑은
우리의 만남을 통해 열매를 맺고
당신이 이세상에 존재함으로 인해
우리에게 얼마나 큰 기쁨이 되는지
당신은 사랑받기위해 태어난 사람
지금도 그 사랑 받고있지요
당신은 사랑받기위해 태어난 사람
지금도 그 사랑 받고있지요
지금도 그 사랑 받고있지요

Tangsi-neun　sarang ba-tgi-wi-hae　tae-o-nan saram
Tangsi-neui　sal-seo-ge-so　keu　sarang-bat-geo　itji-yo
Tangsi-neun　sarang ba-tgi-wi-hae　tae-o-nan saram
Tangsi-neui　sal-seo-ge-so　keu　sarang bat-geo　itji-yo
Tae-cheo-bu-to　si-chak-dwen　hana-ni-meui　sarang-eun
Uri-ui　manna-meul　teong-hae　yol-mae-leul　maet-geo
Tangsi-ni　i-se-sange　cheon-je-hammeu-reo　in-hae
Uri-ge　olmana　keun　kibbeu-mi　twe-neun-ji
Tangsi-neun　sarang bat-gi-wi-hae　tae-o-nan saram
Chigeum-deo　keu　sarang　bat-geo-itji-yo
Tangsi-neun　sarang bat-gi-wi-hae　tae-o-nan saram
Chigeum-deo　keu　sarang　bat-geo-itji-yo
Chigeum-deo　keu　sarang　bat-geo-itji-yo

JAP VERSION :D

kimi wa ai sareru tame umareta
kimi no shogai wa ai de michi te iru (x2)

v. ei en no kami no ai wa warera no
de ai no naka de mi wo mu su bu
kimi no sonzai ga watashi ni wa
dore hodo ouki na yorokobi deshou

*kimi wa ai sareru tame umareta
ima mo sono ai ukete iru (x2)

2009-10-06T00:28:00.002+08:00

"I will never leave you nor forsake you" Heb 13:5

Countless nights that I have cried myself to sleep, He saw it & He was there, collecting all my teardrops.
Countless number of time I wanted to give up & U-turn back, He was there to encourage me.
Countless time I have questioned Him why must I go through this hard-way of life even at such young age, fearing of many things that have happened before to happen again, He was there assuring me there was a reason & purpose why I have to go through all this.

When I'm faithless, He is always faithful.
& He showed Himself so real again on last Thursday OPM

Never will I regret making the decision to follow Him . .
& never will I one day turn my back on Him.
I love you,
Abba Father.
(:

2009-09-29T22:50:00.003+08:00

MIA-ing till O Level is over!
( But will still be active on FB/MSN :P )
Do keep me in prayer! Big thank you in advance! :D

22 Oct - Science (Physic/Chemistry) Practical
26 Oct - English P1 & P2
27 Oct - Emaths P1
28 Oct - Emaths P2
29 Oct - Amaths P1
30 Oct - Amaths P2
02 Nov - Social Studies & Chemistry
04 Nov - Physic & Geography
05 Nov - POA P1 & P2
10 Nov - Chinese P1 & P2
11 Nov - Science (Physic/Chemistry) MCQ

Aiming for

'A' (if possible A1, if not A2) for POA, Amaths, Combine Science, Chinese & Emaths.

'B' for English & Combine Humanities

I WANT TO SEE MY NAME ON THE SCREEN WHEN I GET RESULT NEXT YEAR!! :D :D :D

Have faith.

I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME!

AMEN!

2009-09-19T00:12:00.004+08:00

YAY! I MANAGE TO CATCH THE LIVE VIDEO W/ SUN!
(Even though I missed out a few minute due to rushing from CGM :( )

GOOD NEWS! FOR THOSE WHO HAVE MISSED IT, THERE IS A RECORDED ONE!! :D
CLICK HERE TO WATCH! :D

Some Screenshot during the video ! :D

&& SUN'S OFFICIAL WEBSITE!!
http://www.mynameissun.com/
Do remember to go ok ok! :D

SUN . . WE LOVE YOU & WE MISS YOU~ !! :D
You will always be in our prayer! JIAYOU! :D

A video of the song 'Fancy Free"

2009-09-09T14:49:00.002+08:00

Miss me ? :D

Sorry for the lack of updating, 'O' Level is really coming, very very soon.
Hence, STUDY!
Do keep me in prayer! Thanks in advance!
See you again after 'O'! :D

( EXCITED for children day! & also to see a breakthrough in CG! :D )
.LOVE.

2009-08-25T11:39:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Yang Zheng! :D
Thanks for being a big brother to me! :D
Thank God for sucha wonderful friend, da korkor :P
:D

2009-08-23T12:34:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Pastor Kong!

The best pastor in the whole world ! :D

Love.

2009-08-17T01:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CRYSTAL!

I ♥ YOU !

:D

2009-08-12T03:29:00.001+08:00

This gonna be a random post, but I just got a arghhhhhhh~~!~!~!!~! to post it! :D

*SCREAMS*

I LOVE CHC! :D :D :D
A place where I have found my home, A place where I found love.
Hearts.

To those who think I'm just being 'holy', *neh neh* You are so so wrong :D
I'm still a girl who LOVEEEEE to play, but now I LOVE GOD! I LOVE CHC! :D
You need to come and experience everything by yourself, and then you will know why :D
Do you really have a friend, BFF or whatsoever, that you are really close with? Someone who don't backstab you? Someone who will stretch out a helping hand when you fall down? Someone who will carry you on when you simply do not have the strength to continue walking or even to stand up? Someone who will always be by your side when you need someone? Someone who will even die for you? Someone who will show how it feels to be loved with an everlasting love?

Why not try it yourself ? (:

In Your House By CHC, Writings On The Walls

Come into this place
Rejoicing hearts ablaze
How awesome is Your throne O God

Everlasting light
Shining in the night
A firm foundation, strong in You

You gave us Your Kingdom's keys
We're changed by Your power and Mercy
Living our destinies, so free

I have found my home
I have found my purpose
In this sanctuary set on Your great love

Living for Your cause
Dreams alive forever more
In Your house, in Your house
We find our home

Your city on a hill
The sick and wounded healed
In Your presence, storms "be still"

Hear the heavens' sound
Your miracles abound
Now we stand on Holy ground

Your name forever will be great
All God's children celebrate
Whoa whoa...

( To keep myself in track, this is my 190th post on ilove--you.bs & my 634th post on blogger which is with all my old personal blog's post excluding private blog, cg blog & so on, coolness :D Shall make the 1000th post on blogger a big one! :D )

2009-08-09T19:16:00.002+08:00

Welcome to a new addition to my aiai group, now it consist of my bearbear & . . .
RUI NIU ! :D
Why is it called RUI NIU ? Because its called Niu Niu & because its Yun Rui who gave me, hence its called RUI NIU! :D
Thank Dear! :D

& Rui Niu will be leaving his family today to come into mine, which his family consist of How Niu & Nai Nai.
Why How Niu ? Because its Howard who gave her the Niu Niu, hence How Niu ( good cow xD )

From Left to Right
Rui Niu, How Niu & Nai Nai ! :D

Millions thanks to fellow people who tagged on my tagboard
Andrew, Peiyi, Jingzhou, Estelle, A passerby (Hey, thanks! Mind leaving
your name down? :D), Weiqiang, Shanhui, Junjie.
:D

2009-08-06T18:41:00.002+08:00

I can't stand my parent sometimes, esp my father.
Seems like parents love to focus on the negative then on positive, correct me if i'm wrong ?
& when you did something very well, they dont care. but when you did something bad or very badly, they care, crap?
Last year during N Level, I've gotten 5 A's out of 7 subject, what did they do? Nothing. Only reward for it . . . is school's $30 voucher? & government edusave scholarship for top 10% in prelim. Parents, nothing.

& now some 'dog' suddenly activated. Why do I use dog? When dog keep on barking, normally it will be the similar sounds of bark. Not a form of disrespect to my parent though, cant find a word to use, hence dog.
That dog been barking about if I score badly for exams, no more church & so on. My father say I've learn bad stuffs from church. Hey, come on, I wish to take my dad on time machine back to the time I've yet to go church & see what I'm really is when I'm not at home, almost everyone I believe or majority, will be in a sense more guai at home, correct ? Last time I hang out with bad company almost everyday, I cut myself (Yes, dont give me a shocked face, I do in the past, typical ah lian), I sleep in class like even if sky fall I wont know, I scold teacher vulgarities, I dont do homework, I dont study for exam till 1 day before exam, and hence the result of this, here I am in NA stream instead of Express which I dropped stream during secondary2).
Do they know, see all this, NO. & maybe hence this is one reason why I shouldnt blame them for not seeing the change in me.

But even if they knew or maybe somehow they will happen to see my blog, why did I did so much of stupid thing in the past. Did they give me something simple called a 'home', they destroyed this by their own hand & we as their children suffer from the consequences. I'm a girl, and hence I do have more emotion than my brothers. A period of times, Im sort of living w/o my dad as he is always at batam (not for business), my mum hence become more 'crazy', that period it was already a very very hard time to past. My mum isnt always home too, she just come home cook & at night she will go out. Isnt it just living without parent support? & I was still growing at that period of time, and sure the impact is big, I see so many of my primary school friend with such caring parents, that time i hated my parent, yes even in primary school. Many many event happened too & I was in a sense alone with no one to turn to. But I guess because in primary school, kids are more of happy-go-lucky.
Had another period of my life, for a few years, my dad isnt around too, my ma was as usual out at night. I nearly went mad, but nobody knew. I kept everything to myself, bottled it up. When everyone is asleep, I go to an empty room & just cry and scream. But its those when you cant make any noise, if not my family will know. This kind of crying is super toturing, try & you will know.

Thought things will go better when I go secondary school, but no. Rather it went worst to max, so who could I turn to ? Friends in school as I was still not in church. But thats also a point I learn almost all the bad stuffs, hence affected me in someway very badly.
& during the point where I really wanted to end my life, life been very hard on me. Just happen Charlene brought me to CHC & from that point on, now I know who I can turn to, that I have someone who is always loving me.

As I type this, I've been crying from the start to the end. It shows its really something deep in my heart. I want to show to my dady somehow, hoping he will see my blog. Christianity isnt just a religion, its a relationship, its about LOVE. Which somehow they had failed to give me. Did they ever see me crying like some baby infront of them, no. I do not want them to worry about me as I know they have enough big trouble which they are facing.

But still back to the barking topic, I'll take my result & prove to them that I'll be the head & not the tail! I will show them a good cert, only this will stop their barking. Just wait & see.
I'm tired from all the crying, bye.
If you wanna make stupid remarks on this post, my advice to you is, dont try me. Thanks. When Im serious, dont play around with me.

I believe all storms, no matter how long or how big, how dark it is, it will still one day end & rainbow will still appear. His promises will never fail. Love

2009-08-05T19:53:00.002+08:00

My Love

& this is called SOLID!
I'm thankful & grateful to be in a ministry where people (children) dare to dream big. They really live out 1 Tim 4:12, "Let no one despise your youth, but be an example to the believers in word, in conduct, in love, in spirit, in faith, in purity."

Children thats below 15, performing to a FULL & PACKED Singapore Indoor Stadium. Just standing infront or singing infront of 10000 people is enough scary, not to say lead praise!
We should learn from them & have the amazing faith they have!
CCH(City Harvest Children Church) ROCKS MY WORLD! :D
& of course, all glory goes up to Him.
Wonderful!

My Motivation.

2009-08-05T03:12:00.002+08:00

Love & Care

To have a harvest, do the sowing first!

Committed

To my dearest Grace KYR! :D

Thank You for sowing love seeds into my life
You took care of the love seeds, kpet on watering it & make sure it wont die.
Even at times where the love seeds seems like its not having any fruits but yet you kept on caring for it
& now, the fruits of your sowing of love seeds is out! & still, you are caring for the fruits & love seeds! :D
Thank You! :D

2009-08-03T14:33:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHC!(woooooooooooooooooots!)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
God is blessing you now
God is blessing you now
God is blessing you CHC! (WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS!)
God is blessing you now! :D

& I'm not ashamed to shout this out loud . .
ALICIA LEO QI LIN ♥ CITY HARVEST CHURCH! :D
This is where I found Him, knew Him, grew in love with Him. This is where I found love, acceptance & most importantly I found myself back(if not I might have been in hell long time ago), found my purpose for living. This is where I've grown, matured, grew prettier(really :P). This is where I will see myself being in, till I go up to heaven. This is home, which is deeply loved. My support during valleys. (:
Thank You CHC :D

A song that is really in this season. . (:

Because of You By CHC.

Because of You, I was borned again
Because of You, I'm ransomed by Your Grace
Because of You, my heart has found a Home
A refuge for my soul

Because of You, sins are washed away
Because of You, heaven knows my name
Because of You, I can live again
You've broken every chain

Unfailing Love, so unreserved
You gave Yourself on Calary
And now I stand, forever free
My Saviour rescued me

Because of You, the weak say "I'm strong"
Because of You, the broken have a song
Because of You, there's no need to fear
Hope steadfast, ever sure

Now heavens, be open
Our God is unshaken
We worship, Christ risen
High above

Now heaven, be open
All kingdoms, all nations
Declare that "You are God"

2009-07-31T23:55:00.002+08:00

I LOVE ALL THIS NDP SONG! :D

2001 - Where I Belong

2002 - We will get there

2004 - Home

2005 - Reach Out for the sky

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE (In advance)! :D

2009-07-21T23:31:00.003+08:00

Get back to the basic.
Love, and everything else will flow in itself.
& it starts with myself.
Change.

(:

2009-07-19T00:50:00.002+08:00

WAKE UP CALL!
Not only people, but SOUL is in my hand, wake up!!!

anyway,
monday finally going back to school, hopefully no one thinks i've gotten h1n1, because wed till friday I was on Mc (x

2009-07-15T09:26:00.003+08:00

梁齐琳生病了
Fever ranging from 37+ to 39+.
If you are seeing this post, do keep me in prayer, THANK YOU! :D
MC for 3 day, from today till friday. Equal to O Level Chinese Oral team will leave my school already. ( Tomorrow is the last day tho ): )
& have to go down to tiong baru to take, haisssss.
Heehee, drop me 'Get well soon' message too! Love will help in the process of healing! :D

2009-07-06T14:28:00.003+08:00

Monday
School, (-.-)
Went back home to rest after mad hour of school. 8.30am to 5pm, 1 word to describe, CRAZY!
Left school about 4pm, (._.)

Tuesday
School, (-.-)
Mad hour of school, 7.30am to 5pm.
Went back home to get lappy and changed & met with Crystal @ Plaza Sing to do card. Bought a present there too. One stone(visit to PS) killed 2 birds(card&present) :D
Catched the last few train back home.

Wednesday School, (-.-)
Mad hour of school. 7.30am to 5pm.
Went to WM to print photos & bought 2 present there too. One stone(visit to WM) killed 3 birds(photos&2present) :D
Train to City Hall, shopped around to find some material. Met up with Crystal and went over to Bras Basah Mac to do card. Yunrui was there at about 10pm+.
Catched the 2nd last train@City Hall & last train@JE, haha.

Page 8 of the card :D

Thursday
Slightly(ant type) not so mad of school, 7.30am to 4pm.
But I left school early, about 10.20am
Played guitar @ home. Did card
Visitation at night time.
& I met up wth Zhi Hao, soon serving the nation! HAAHAHHA! BOTAK! :D

Last few photo of him with hair, HAHAHAHAHAH!
( Dont try to any how think, he is my church mate & nothing else. )

Friday
School, FINALLY NORMAL!
from 7.30am to 12.40pm, no peer-tutoring!
Home & practice guitar.
Slept awhile but I overslept, too tired.
Chiong down to buy stuffs and to cg place to practice guitar
Bad bad, result of not enough practise and not gripping it tighter.
I'll learn!

Yunrui(HEARTS!) treated us :D

Saturday
NO SCHOOL & ITS WEEKEND! HIP HIP HURRARY! :D
Did E01 in the morning, Pasir Ris, wow! Street Directory was my best friend, was at the smaller service, super ultra weird. Did return, and met up with Crystal at Whitesand Mall? to do card & chatted, nice chat (:
YESYES, felt super ultra weird was there was no service, lols!

Did page 5, the most killing page of all.

Sunday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KONG YUN RUI! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
12pm Service at expo! YK zone! :D
Ziying virgin thick make-up! HAHAHAH xD Thank God mine didnt have to touch up, except for blusher, hahah!
Served choir for service, 1st time! :D
After service, went for guitar lesson 2 @ RW while WL subzone went to dragonboat. Lesson was quite good but COLD, my teeth was 'vibrating' non stop, really.
Went back to bedok to meet with CG & send Xinyee home. The journey on train was really funny, hahaha!
But had a real bad time when I reach home till I sleep, *sigh

The 4 1st time choir girls from W466! :D

Yun Rui's Birthday Card :D

Page 1 :D
& especially I like . .

THIS MOOMOO! :D

Page 2

Page 3

Page 4

Page 5 ; tiring page but nice & meaningful page

Page 6

Page 7

Page 8 ; The difference between a boss and a leader: A boss says, 'Go!' and A leader says, 'Lets Go!' (:

Page 9

2009-06-26T14:24:00.011+08:00

28 June ; Rest Day, Blogging day!

Here I am, completing this blog post :D
Me very hungry, me want food!

- END - :D

27 June ; CCH Sports Day, Susan Birthday

Did N07 Coming bus, bible lesson was smooth and great, thank God for it. Taught from Serangoon to Yishun stadium, hahah!

At the Stadium :D Yellow (:

& then ran for the teacher race (4X100m), for WW Zone :D Got 3rd! :D We ran in the rain, was like my goodness!! Haha, but the rain stopped after our race, thank God! And continued on with children's race! :D

The medal :D

Went to service, was feeling quite unwell already :S Because of the rain bah & my leg/shoe was still soaking wet ): Celebrated Susan Birthday after service :D

Happy Brithday! :D

Went to the basketball court outside to play, a group played basketball, and us, played captain ball. After awhile, went back to cafe & dabou-ed food back. Left at about 9pm+ :D

- END - :D

26 June ; Visitation

Only visit kids that day, didnt join CG to watch movie as am having headache which I need to sleep :(

- End - :D

25 June ; Meet Thomas(XinQuan)/Anqi, Visit Ah Gong at CGH, SOS L5! :D

Had a short ice cream & arcade session with XinQuan & Anqi at Causeway Point! Then traveled down to Simei (Crystal & YunRui came along, thanks) to visit my ah gong at Changi General Hospital, Ah Gong had stroke & he cant move his right hand already. Ah Ma blessed me $10 before I went off! :D Ate cup noodles nearby 7-11 :D Cabbed to Expo (YunRui treated, thanks!) Last lesson of SOS, was deeply impacted/touched. I want to be like the shulamite, her love, matured love for her beloved. Sweet ! :D Chionged really for the last train, goodness, but worth it :D

Ate this during break time for SOS! :D

- End - :D

24 June ; Rest Day! :D

Suppose to have a packed day, but in the end nothing. Ah Gong was admitted into CGH.

- END - :D

22 - 23 June ; Overnight Cycling with ShanHui, JunJie & YunRui :D

Started out @ East Coast Park
& then off we go ! :D

1st pit stop, playground nearby Howard's House. Dearest YunRui went up to do stuffs & we rotted. *yawn*

& then we left the 1st pit stop, went to Geylang to eat durian! Yummy yummy. Ate the D24 durian :D ShanHui hated this (x

& then after durian@Geylang, cycled to Kallang for Prata! :D ShanHui & YunRui was going to 'die' at that place, lols!

& then after prata@Kallang, off we go to Marina Barrage! Passed by the Singapore Flyers! Beautiful ah! :D

& after Singapore Flyers, cycled on a bridge, & now the city area! Hao mei ah! :D

& soon after the bridge area, we reached Marina Barrage! :D

After staying for an hour at Marina Barrage, we went off! Pit stop at Bras Basah Mac! :D

& soon, we reached back East Coast Park! Went to Mac for breakfast! :D

& after breakfast, how can I not go & see the Sunrise ? :D Pretty Sun!

- End - :D

21 June ; Intermediate Guitar Course by CHC Guitar Ministry Lesson 1! :D

BANG BANG BANG! Was super malu even at the start of it, entered Room 2 when I'm suppose to be in Audi 2, gosh! Lesson was great! My class now consist of all guys except for 1 girl & me, 2 girls only :S

- END - :D

20 June ; Marina Barrage w/ W19, Fellowshipped @ Gek Pok? Mac & Celebrated Thomas Chuah Birthday! :D

Happy Belated Birthday, the super ultra irritating Thomas :D

@ Mac, we kapo-ed a whole row of tables, the Mac manager or someone still wanted to help us take order, heeheehee! :D

@ Marina Barrage w/ W19 ! :D

- END - :D

18 - 19 June ; Help out in CCH, SOS L4! :D

Circus treat(or trick?) on 18 to 19. Fun! :D

19 June was SOS L4! If I'm not wrong, I answered to the altar call of smth related to ______(373267), as was super ultra discouraged by smth, but well. God has a purpose behind everything! :D

- END - :D

17 June ; Visitation, Audition, GS BS L8 to Anqi/Kaili! :D

Went over to Vista Point to give BS, great! When I was preparing, was teaching myself too. The Lord's Prayer! :D After BS went up to Quenas House to surprise her with a new puzzle I bought :D Her dog is, BIGGGG. Went off to JW church for audition, dang I shouldn't have went to the audition! ._. Went to visit kids after that, new group/blks/kids! :D

- END - :D

16 June ; Help out in CCH sports heat/ret bus, took circle line! :D

I remember I scream at a lot of kids that day, haha. Did punggol, sengkang, hougang mrt return bus, like super far from my house. But then since I'm in hougang, I went to Hougang Mall to shop! Bought a pair of shoe (cheap) & a can of green tea ( thirsty ). Then left hougang, took till serangoon then change to circle line to bishan! At CCK, bought 2 tops too, very fruitful shopping day :P

Circle Line! (:

- END - :D

15 June ; Rest Day! :D

I think i slept my whole day, or maybe i did went out. Hahaa, stm ah :P

- END - :D

14 June ; Rest Day! :D

Same as 15 June bah.

- END - :D

13 June ; Celebrity Weekend, Snake&Ladder Competition!

CCH had FIR & Jarod! :D And my team from the Soccer Camp Rock went on stage to get the prize from FIR! Wulala! :D

Tadaaa! Team 3! :D

Was late for my own svc because of W19 return bus, argh! But I sat quite near to the stage, even nearer than CG :D Jut that floor not nice to seat, haha! Svc was great! Went to Jurong Central Park to play Human Snake & Ladder, congrats to Monkey Team from winning! Makan-ed at JP after that (:

Snake&Ladder! Human version :D

- END - :D

12 June ; SOS L3! :D

Wonderful lesson! :D

- END - :D

11 June ; iWorship Part2 !! :D

I love it! Brother Poh is a great motivation to me! :D Homed with Yinling, Thomas ( they went to have dinner somewhere near RW, thats why) Chenyang, Gabriel! (:

- END - :D

8 - 10 June ; Soccer Rock Camp, Ldrs meeting@JW

Day 1!
Reported at 7.30am at Sembawang Mrt, was relocated to team 3 :D Slowly kids came flowing in :D Had Ice Breaker first then lunch. Grooming and then singing class after that :D Girls & Boys at the table ( was very very boring ) then beat boxing ( ultra CMI for me, haha ) then children lights out, teacher went to bathe (shiok)

Day 2!
Breakfast then morning devotion, break dancing(locking) then acting ( a number of teachers went to sleep, including me :P ). Travelled to SAFRA for lunch, yummy. Travelled back and prepared for J7 Night! :D

J7 Night! :D

God's presence was very strong there, was my first time being a catcher, haha! :D

Team 3 won 3rd/2nd(a tie) :DDDD

Day 3! :D
After breaking camp, sent a kid back at lakeside, then chionged home to change & went down to ldrs meeting, great one! (:

- END - :D

7 June ; Rest day, packing day

Packed stuffs for Soccer Rock Camp! :D

- END - :D

6 June ; Scary Audition :S

CCH then Service & then after service, had the audition with Annabel, super scary, I guess because of the stage, Mic, Light & Annabel herself made the whole thing so scary, was trembling my way through, gosh! Nvm, ):

179 :D

2 - 5 June ; D&D Camp, visitation, SOS L2

D&D was very boring, skipped games everyday, left early(green form) on 5 June. Visitation on 3 June & wonderful SOS on the 5 June, bang bang bang GREAT! :D

- END - :D

1 June ; O Level Chinese, Lunch@Ikea! :D

In the morning, O Level Chinese P1 & P2, hoping for an A, A1 and I wont retake (: ( A2 might still consider not to retake )
Then met Gabriel at Mrt Station, went to Ikea to meet YunRui(Loves) for lunch, yummy. Home-d after that :D

YunRui treated us chicken wing & salad, yummy! (:

- END - :D

SCHOOL IS, TOMORROW! (._.) Hais.
Yucks. :S

2009-06-22T01:55:00.002+08:00

This is my love, forever (:

It has accompanied me through my up & down, left & right.

Soon 5th year & to be counting on (:

iloveyou!

Anyway, COME ONE SINGAPORE! EXTEND OUR HOLIDAY ! EXTEND EXTEND~

Will update for the whole of june holiday maybe on sunday! :D

2009-06-15T12:19:00.003+08:00

I miss Concord Primary School Choir ! D:
Some songs like . .

Somewhere over the rainbow.

& a longggggggggggg title song called, Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious ! :D

The sound of music ! :D I sang solo for this song last time !

My Favorite Things from The Sound Of Music!

The Lonely Goatherd from the sound of music! :D

Sweet memories, I really miss them, I miss choir D:

2009-06-07T21:24:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, went for the audition for BV, teenage band :D Very scary but a good experience. Trembled while singing, no matter how hard I tried to calm myself down, its just scary to be in a room singing to Annabel & 1 more lady ( The one who led P&W for JW prayer meeting on saturday ). Result in 2 weeks time, till then then think about it bah :D

Next week, packed packed. Monday to Wednesday, helping out in Children's Church Camp. Honoured to be serving as an Asst Team Leader with so many staffs/CCH CG de ren, shall do my best :D After breaking camp, need to send a kid home & then rush to meet Ros to practice trumpet for the teenage band audition. Very long never play trumpet lel :S Audition at 6.30pm, after that meeting at night. Thursday, iWorship lesson 2 with Brother Poh, excited!! :D Friday, may have CGM during noon time, afternoon may have something with CG, night time SOS ! Weekend, CELEBRITY WEEKEND! I haven't do banner for CCH service, remind me to do it on thursday!

Miss me ! :D

2009-05-26T20:05:00.002+08:00

"..The joy of the LORD is your strength."
Nehemiah 8:10 (NKJV)

When everything in me seems to be crashing & failing me, the for sure thing I know is, Your love for me will stand firm. I know I can pull through this race, I know I can, just a little more . . .

"but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint. "
Isaiah 40:31 (NIV)

AMEN! :D

From ALQL-Joy.blogspot ♥

2009-05-25T16:08:00.002+08:00

Shall update of my MYE Results. I believe for prelim & O's, Im able to do even better ! Quite happy with some of my result, didnt expected much as I didnt really study for it, I admit :P

English
Paper 1: Unknown
Paper 2: 25/50
Oral: Unknown
Overall:
49.2% (D7)
Comments: 1 of my 2 weakest subject, which I badly need help for
this subject, fail english = cant go anyway, stupid rule ._. Wo bu shi ang moh
ah :(

Chinese
Paper 1: 46/70
Paper 2: 39/70
Oral: 35/40
Overall: 67% (B3)
Comments: Paper 2 was the ultra shocking marks, pray
that O's chinese don't come out too boring passages, if not the result will be ._.

E. Maths
Paper 1: 51/80
Paper 2: 85/100
Overall: 76% (A1)
Comments: I do a lot of paper 2 practice paper yet I didn't do paper 1
practice paper, see la alicia ._. Kana pull down by paper 1 by A LOT ! >:(

A. Maths
Paper 1: 54/80
Paper 2: 55/100
Overall: 61% (B4)
Comments: I'm kind of happy that I'm able to pass with a B4 actually !
Amaths is normally a very hard to pass subject, in my class or majority of the
school.

POA
Paper 1: Unknown
Paper 2: Unknown
Overall: 58% (C5)
Comments: I guess if I want to improve, I need to find the love back
for this subject. Kinda ._. for this subject.

Combine Science
- Chemistry
Paper 1: 15/20
Paper 2: 46/65
Total: 72% (A2)
- Physic
Paper 1: 16/20
Paper 2: 42/65
Total: 68% (B3)
Overall: 70% (A2)
Comments: Improve improve, I need to improve. Science is my hope.

Combine Humanities
- Geography
Total: 15/50 (F9)
- Social
Studies
Total: 11/50 (F9)
Overall: 26% (F9)
Comments: I knew it,
totally NO interests in this subject at all. It was by God's grace that my N
Level got an A2, amazing shocking result, that was the 1st time I pass in my
whole secondary school life.

Alicia is aiming for the following grade for prelim & O Level, God is a good God ! If He can do it for my N Level, He can too in my O Level ! :D I'm not really too far away from my goals ! :D

English: B3/B4 (D7)
Chinese: A1/A2 (B3)
Emaths: A1 (A1)
Amaths: A2/B3 (B4)
POA: A2/B3 (C5)
Combine Science: A1 (A2)
Combine Humanities: C5/C6 (F9)

I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthen me ! AMEN ! :D :D

2009-05-24T20:37:00.002+08:00

Alicia IS EXCITED! For June holiday ! :D :D :D :D
Example of some event thats making Alicia Jump Jump Jump !
Like, CAMP ROCK, Meeting on Wednesday night, iWORSHIP 101 class (Part2) with Brother Poh ( Woots!!!), CG Events, Night cycling & more :D
But to kick start the fun, there is a not so fun event, thats 'O's, having chinese paper on the 1 June. & there is D&D Camp (Rather, its normal school day la) for a week Tuesday to the following Monday. Oh yes, I need to hit study hour of 25hr every week, Yunrui say de :(
But still, the good still motivate me to just endure through the bad
Yay ! :D

Alicia apologise for the lack of updates as she doesn't feel like updating, but been writing different views/thoughts/revelation on my alql-joy@bs. Wonderful.
God is good, all the time. & All the time, God is good (:
My Daddy Father ♥

2009-05-16T00:45:00.003+08:00

During CGM today, Melvin somehow or rather talked about the song 'Still' & got reminded of this story i saw on a leader's blog in YK Zone (Thanks for this story !). Soar About the storm ! Yes ! :D

Did you know that an eagle knows when a storm is approaching long before it
breaks?
The eagle will fly to some high spot and wait for the winds to
come.
When the storm hits, it sets its wings so that the wind will pick it
up and
lift it high above the storm.
While the storm rages below, the
eagle is
soaring high above it, gliding with ease.
The eagle does not
escape the
storm, it just simply uses the storm to lift it higher.
It
rises on the
winds that bring the storm into its world.

When the
storms of life come
upon us -- and all of us will experience them -- we can
rise above them by
setting our minds and faith toward God!!!
The storms
do not have to overcome
us.
We can allow God to lift us above them. God
enables us to ride the winds
of the storm that brings sickness, pain,
tragedy, failure and disappointments in
our lives, and make something good
come from it.
We can soar above the
storm.

Remember, it is not
the burdens of life which weigh us down, but
it is how we handle them that
counts.
In Isaiah 40:31 (KJV) it reads: "But
they that wait on the Lord
shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with
wings like eagles; they
shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and
not faint."

& THE SONG, Wonderful song & of course, A wonderful God ! :D

STILL
Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me within Your mighty hands

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are King over the flood
I will be still know You our God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

2009-05-13T20:26:00.004+08:00

My personalDNA Report

Animated Leader

About You

You are a Leader

Your solid grounding in the practicalities of life,
along with your self-assuredness and your willingness to appreciate new things
make you a LEADER.

You're in touch with what is going on around you and
adept at remaining down-to-earth and logical.

Although you're
detail-oriented, this doesn't mean that you lose the big picture.

You
tend to find beauty in form and efficiency, as opposed to finding it in
broad-based, abstract concepts.

Never one to pass on an adventure,
you're consistently seeking and finding new things, even in your immediate
surroundings.

Because of this eagerness to pursue new experiences,
you've learned a lot; your attention to detail means that you gain a great deal
from your adventures.

The intellectual curiosity that drives you leads
you to seek out causes of and reasons behind things.

Your confidence
gives you the potential to take your general awareness and channel it into
leadership.

You're not set on one way of doing things, and you often
have the skills and persistence to find innovative ways of facing challenges.

You are well-attuned to your talents, and can deal with most problems
that you face.

If you want to be different:
There's more to
life than the practical - take some time to daydream and explore the aesthetic
sides of things.

How You Relate To Others

You are Animated

You are outgoing, comfortable
with others, and up for anything, which makes you ANIMATED.

Some people
find crowds and parties exhausting, but not you! You are able to be yourself in
many situations.

Sometimes it is hard for you to understand why others
feel the way they do, but that doesn't stop you from trusting them or having
faith that they are good people.

You know the world is complicated and
that there is often more than one side to a story, so you are careful not to
make judgments about others too hastily.

You would rather experience the
world than sit back and observe it—you are not one to sit on the sidelines.

You are an independent thinker and don't get too worried about how
others might perceive you—you are not self-conscious about being the active,
engaged person that you are.

Although you have a keen understanding of
different people's life circumstances, you occasionally have trouble seeing why
people get so upset and emotional about things—they should just lighten up and
have fun!

In addition to having faith in the world, you have faith in
the people around you—you trust others to do the right thing and to be honest.

If you want to be different:

Remember that time alone can be
just as fulfilling as time spent with others—take some time for yourself and you
might find that there are many things in your inner world that are just as
compelling as the world outside your window.

Your open-mindedness about
the ways of world gives you an understanding of people's differences, but that
knowledge doesn't always translate into sympathy. Don't be afraid to let your
trust and understanding influence your feelings.

2009-05-11T22:25:00.007+08:00

This is my 2nd time posting this idiotic long post, just 1 click, it took away my 2hour of updates away. ( Angry >:( )
But oh well, shall update again :D Dont say I never update wohs, 3 weeks at a go is tiring :(

Last week was Mother's Day, not too sure when thou :P
Well, my point is just that, Yun Rui received 2 M. Day presents ! Lols, not me :D My turn will be on V. Day :D
Hahha, I guess Yun Rui was super touched by it :P

1stly, from Jing Zhou. A Little Miss Sunshine Plushie :D

& 2ndly, a necklaces from Jun Jie. ( See how happy Yun Rui was :D )

08 May - 11 May

08 - Humanities paper was in the state of CMI. A short visitation & CGM at night. Played throughout the whole meeting & as a result no notes of the sermon :( But I like the sermon, faith ! :D ( Note to myself: I need to be flexible when leading games, play lesser wrong notes on guitar, press harder/correctly & learn to endure the suan-ness & pain while playing ! )

09 - No CCH & so a rare saturday that I can sleep like a pig & wake up alittle later than normal, Mother's Day service. Drama & the word was great, ministry of teaching/building/loving :D Makan-ed @ JP & headed to IMM/Chervons with Quenas & Wati, home-d after that. Happy Mother's Day to Wati ! :D

10 - Went to Expo service with Jing Zhou, headed to Bedok Central Market to eat YunRui's Daddy duck rice (I'm a faithful customer, almost all the sunday after S3 :D). Studied at Tampiness Mac (Not fruitful, ._.) Walked around Tampiness Mall with YunRui, Crystal, Howard & 1 more person, had a great time walking around & laughing :D Overnighted at YunRui's House, finally fruitful session of doing works :D I love hugging Niu Niu to sleep ! :D

11 - Headed back home. :D

09 - After S1 :D Star-y (:

10 - @ BCM w/ Jing Zhou, waiting for YunRui to end work. :D

10 - @ TM w/ Crystal :D

10 - Niu Niu & Puddles ! :D :D

30 April - 03 May

30 - Sister's Meeting, great :D

01 - Labour Day & I was down with flu/cough, so no visitation :(

02 - CCH ! After service went up to teach kids drawing of mickey mouse :D Took CCH bus to expo ( JunJie la ._.) Expo service ( i miss i miss i miss expo ), Dr Stephan. K. Munsey came, he was amazing, ultra great ! :D Headed to Bedok to eat & home :D

03 - Expo service with Gabriel, headed to Bras Basah Mac to study & had BS at night when YunRui & Crystal came :D

30 - Sister's Meeting. I gave up on taking a nice picture after 2 same tries ._.

02 - Cute lil girl w/ my cute lil Mickey Mouse head drawing :D

Oh yes, YunRui came up to surprise me with a Pie Kai, ily ! :D

23 April - 26 April

23 - English P1 & P2 Exam

24 - Chinese P1 & P2 Exam, shopped at NTUC for ingrdients for pizza-making, had a hard time carrying home alone, very heavy :( Prepared the ingredients which took me ages & I couldnt visit again, because Im still not done with it :( CGM, shouldnt have choose to play indian poker (boring ._.) & played throughout the meeting which I forgotten what the sermon is, no notes again :( Pizza-making after CGM, great & full-ing, yummy :D

25 - Marrina Barrage in the morning, my bus with Hulin's bus walked together :D Headed back JW, went to help out with angel-clay class & then service. Rev. Dr. John Avanzini for that week, Shi Zi Lu Kou after service & overnighted at YunRui house. Didnt manage to study at all, hugged Niu Niu & I fell asleep ._.

26 - Expo service with Gabriel & BMC after service to eat ( See, faithful customer :P )

24 - Pizza-Making, yummy. I want this again !

25 - Marrina Barrage ! :D

25 - Angel clay class :D They made ice-cream that day.

25 - Shi Zi Lu Kou, Junjie's group won, grats ! :D

25 - Niu Niu was super nice to hug :D :D

26 - BCM, faithful customer :D

2009-04-27T19:19:00.002+08:00

I feel like crying . . .
3 years had passed, why does it still hurt as much.
God . . .

Tomorrow will be a better day, cheers ! :D

2009-04-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

A Smiley Rock A Day, Keep Saddness Away ! :D

I ♥ Kong Yun Rui ! :D

Highlights for last week

Friday: Great CGM, finally lead game after a long break. Played guitar for the whole CGM, no break in between. Was a new experience to me, that I played until my 4 finger turned blue/purple/black. But for the presence to come dwelling in, the pain is nothing ! :D

Saturday: Didnt serve in CCH, had Speech Day. Finally no more band practise ! Photos @ Facebook ! Was the last week of installment on the series of 'Love Buster'

One word, AWESOME ! :D

Sunday: Service was even greater! Went to surprise Yun Rui at Bedok Central Market, her daddy duck rice stall with Gabriel after service. I guess she was shocked too, "Lai hou mian de yao she meh, *lift head up* EHH O.O"

Even greater, had a wonderful chat with Gabriel & Yun Rui ! Stretch stretch :D

Reminder to self & to be accountable for my words, Alicia needs to have the discipline to study. Min 20hour/week of Study Hour.

:D / D:

2009-04-12T10:06:00.004+08:00

Today is the Resurrection Day ! =D

This weekend/friday had been awesome ! Shall talk about children church first, didnt able to serve for the friday/expo CCH as need to be with the CG, admit that I was quite sad about it but nvm ! :D So served on saturday, on W05 with Guanjing ( laoren :D ) & Joel, W05 breaked its normal attandance ! Indeed that, for those who never tried CCH praise, you should come & try serving in the hall, can 'workout'. Thank God I didnt wear heels, muwahahaha. Was reminded of the childlike faith when I saw some kids worshiping, its such a sweet & innocent looks, do we get up & continue walking when we fall ? Do we put our trust in Him w/o asking for awards, question? Do we have the faith that kids have, the childlike faith ? Wonderful service, & of course super cute drama :D "The Greatest Story Ever Told", super ke ai de lorh. " Very gooooooooddddd~" Lols :D Didnt go return again, because have to be with CG, D: Next week CANT serve again, speech day, sian si ren la ! D:

Now shall be CG/normal service time :D Went for friday & saturday 1pm/3.30pm service :D Was reminded of His love again, running tap of tears kept flowing, sweet love. During the part when both of them are in the jail, despite of a broken leg, the pain that he had felt. But yet he still drag himself to touch Him, the never giving up spirit despite in a painful & hurting situation, I will have this spirit in my soul ! :D & the other part of the drama is during the crucifiction, it hurts so so much & my heart aches badly, wonderful. This Easter will be another turning point of my relationship with Him, my words & action will match each other, discipline ! :D
& also, its the time to stretchhhhhhhhh & grow ! Out of the box/comfort zone, gambate ! :D

- Continued blogging @ 9.32pm -
Had a last minute decision of going to Expo 1230pm service, the last service :D Met up w/ Andrew & went down together, we both had the last minute decision of going down tho, haha ! But was late as we only manage to rush to JE at 11.30am+, reached during worship. Despite of being late, we gotten quite good seat, :D :D :D Was touched by the drama again, & today the most heartaching part, it actually walked infront of me, gosh, the blood D: D:
This weekend/friday indeed is a power-packed one, a weekend I got stretch, refreshed, renewed.

My love, Kong Yun Rui bought me a famous amos cookies on saturday & a cute penguin sculpture today ! I love you ! :D :D :D

2009-03-30T19:39:00.002+08:00

15 SECOND !

Today, I came in 15second later than the time needed to get a 5 mark for NAPFA test, qi si ren lel ! But on the other hand, I think I ran my best as I didnt run anymore since last year sports day? & I came in the 1st girl, :D to an wei myself ok ! As a result, I still need to run again (!!!) next week to run in before 14:01min, I CAN ! :D ( I thought I could rest next week la ! D: )

Well, school had been the same, same routine all the way = boring ! Waking up every single day take so much pain & discipline, :S. Band as usual, sometime tiring & boring. But to rejoice, SYF is coming soon, 7 April. Yay ! Soon, no more band ! :D For the sake of maintaining my CCA Point & also to get at least a Gold for it, I shall just hang on for a week more ! :D

Last friday, after Dunearn Secondary Sports Meet, had sister meeting @ Zihui/ying house as brothers were having men's meeting ( So cool la ! ), E141, W466 & W497 combined meeting ! Was playing guitar for P&W, 1st time & it didnt turn out too bad, some said quite good, thanks ! :D Felt super stretch of my faith that day though, supposed to be rui leading P&W, but it turn out to be another CGL, super scary when I knew it when we are going to practise. Hoho, but I overcame it ! Yay :D

I want more chance to play guitar, I want to improve on my pathetic skill, most importantly, I just wanna serve ! :D

Pst Phil came last week, awesome sermon =D Went for S1 & S3, I finally went to Expo & its HALL 8 ! No longer hall 1 :P Had CCH training class on sunday, leading child to Christ ! A children minister, a fisherman & a shepard ! Right after the class, had briefing for Easter Egg Hunt & for Easter Day ! Gonna get prayed up & charged up, chiong ah ! Kids kids ! =D

Had BS @ airport with Crystal & Yunrui, great BS ! Demons, get lost ! =D

CG BBQ this friday, going for evening prayer from tuesday to thursday, saturation on wed after evening prayer @ JW ( Im so gonna attract attract attract KIDS ! ), visitation on thursday, easter egg hunt on saturday, band practise.

Tiring it may gonna be, but it will be exciting ! :D

Shall try to make it a point to update my blog once every week or so, no promise (:

SEVOL :D

2009-03-18T20:32:00.004+08:00

This march holiday, well . . Its even more tiring than a normal schoolday week. For monday to wednesday, band in the morning except for today that dont have band practise & than POA Course ( LCCY-MYOB, grade 2 ) from 9.30am to 5.30am. Yesterday missed the afternoon session because of band soundcheck, which i regret going for it as its a total waste of time, thanks -.-

But thank God that Im able to catch up today, heng they didnt teach that much when the band people went for the soundcheck, yay ! Tomorrow having exam for this course, i want to get a distinction ! Pray for me that im able to understand all the transaction, record all correctly & able to do finish within the time given, thanks ! :D

Band exchange clashes with the course exam, well exam holds more importance than exchange, haha let see how things go tomorrow. Hohoho ( Okay, i admit that i dont feel like going for exchange :D )

POA has a special power, to either make your mood bad as a eruption of a volcano or make your mood good like you are in heaven. Happy Alicia only got 1 part of a question wrong in the practise paper, & so my mood now is good :D

Friday, band in the morning, visitation in the afternoon & cgm in the night time. Saturday, BLOOD DONATION @ RIVERWALK ( !!! :D :D ) in the morning, help out in balloon folding class after donation, service, bs & fellowship in the afternoon/night. Sunday, study study.

& thats my march "holiday" ( -.- )

No matter what happen, NEVER GIVE UP ! :D -Edited 19March -Hurrary, the exam went smoothly ! Thanks to those who prayed for me :D & yes, the band people didnt go for the band exchange, hohoho !Going out with Meiyi later on :DByeee ((:

2009-03-15T23:44:00.002+08:00

PTL, PTL, PTL, PTL ! :D

My wonderful daddy bought me a, LAPTOP :D

If you happy & you know you clap your hand *CLAPCLAP* !

I feel so taitai this few day, shopping shopping & buying stuffs. The most wonderful thing is still the laptop ! LAPTOP ! :D

Recall, went shopping with Huixuan @ Town area on friday & I bought hell lots of stuffs = spend hell lots of money, muwahaha.

Alicia, IS OVER THE MOON NOW ! To add on to the happiness, Im going for the blood donation drive the coming saturday ! (: Pray hard that my iron in my blood will be enough & I wont get reject, hiphipHURRARY ! :D

Holiday starts tomorrow, BUT . . Im gonna spend a even longer time in school than during non-school holiday, what a crap ?

Sigh.

& Before I end this pathetic update on my full of spiderweb ilove--you, I wanna . . .

CONGRATS YUNRUI FOR HER PROMOTION YESTERDAY !

I LOVE YOU ! :D & I really mean it ((((((((((:

BYE ! till the next time we see another post above this :D

2009-03-01T00:17:00.002+08:00

Kenn Evan Wong !

Congrats for your water baptism again !

Its a start for greater things to come, all the best ! :D

Service was great, haha make me so wanna get in a relationship!!?!?!?!

Haha, but ! Alicia, you are still young, a few more years ok ? Ren bah :D

Mr Right ! Please appear in a year to 3 year time :P

Esther becoming Estelle, RLOL ( really laugh out loud ). Haha, rui & crystal will know what Im talking about, lols.

2009-02-24T18:49:00.003+08:00

This show is really nice, all thanks to my English teacher for introducing this show. Guess how she actually introduced this show ? She wanted to 'motivate' us to do the worksheet, comprehension which was about this story & I really did the worksheet ! ( Ha ha, actually I wanted to sleep as it was real tiring )

If you haven't watch it, go to YouTube.com, search for 'Memories of GEISHA'. Worth it to see :D Its a 2hour+ show, sure can entertain you if you have nothing to do or you just wanna slack ( That's me :P The result of no homework (x )

To say, Geisha is actually super pretty ! & its not those who sells their body to man, but one who dance & perform, a different type of arts !

Pretty :D

2009-02-23T20:48:00.002+08:00

YAY !

Decided to continue blogging, miss me ? :D :D :D

Today totally wasted, do this blog out & watched 'Lilo & Stitch' with my dearest stitch & bearbear :D

'O' Level yao lai lel ah, hohoho & Alicia is still so slack ( that's a bad thing :\ )

Wish me all the best ! :D

I miss Yunrui ! Wednesday come quick quick ! :D

2009-01-21T19:43:00.002+08:00

What I did in class today because of boredness & tiredness. Super ke ai de lo :D

And this is the mini version, while the bigger version is on the class noticeboard !

FUN :D

2009-01-20T15:35:00.001+08:00

Im trying my best to love this song, come on.
SYF, be over soon & then finally a break from going band practise, hen lei ah :\

2009-01-12T15:36:00.002+08:00

*Bang the wall*

Today was 'O' Level Result release & my maths got B3 = Im retaking it.

Maths no A1/A2, really can bang the wall. SIAN ! -.-

& the feeling of, seeing almost all my friend taking result today & yet Im still studying in Sec 5, sucks to the maximum.

A fall & regret that hurts so much.

*Sigh*

Im gonna force myself to mug like siao this year, damn.

No comment on this post, PLEASE.

2009-01-04T16:12:00.005+08:00

KAWAII NEH ! :D
I've watch PONYO for the 6TH TIME ! :D :D :D

Lyrics (Romaji):
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo sakana no ko
Aoi umi kara yat te kita
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo fukurannda
Manmaru onaka no onna no ko
Peta-peta pyon-pyon
Asitte iina kakechao
Migi-migi-bun-bun
Otetewa iina tunaijao
Anoko to haneru to kokoro mo odoruyo
Paku-paku chu-gyu, paku-paku chu-gyu
Anoko ga daisuki
Makkakka no Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo sakana no ko
Aoi umi kara yat te kita
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo fukurannda
Manmaru onaka no onna no ko
Fuku Fuku iinioi
Onakaga Suita Tabechao
Yoku Yoku Mi te mi yo u
Anoko mo kitto miteiru
Issyo ni warau to
Hoppe ga atsuiyo

Wa-ku waku chu gyu, Wa-ku waku chu gyu
anoko ga daisuki Makka ka no
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo sakana no ko
Gake no ue ni yatte kita
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo onna no ko
Manmaru onaka no genki na ko

Lyrics(English):
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo, it’s a fish kid
It came from the blue ocean
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo,
She is a round bellied girl
Peta-peta pyon-pyon
How nice to have feet! I’ll try to run!
Migi-migi-bun-bun
How nice to have hands! I’ll try to hold hands with!

When I jump with her, my heart dances along
Paku-paku chu-gyu, paku-paku chu-gyu
I love her so much!

Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo, it’s a fish kid in red
It came from the blue ocean
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo,
She is a round bellied girl

2008-12-29T13:59:00.002+08:00

WL sub-zone thanksgiving yesterday :D

& for the first time, i got an award ! PTL PTL ! :D

The "Breakthrough Artist of the Year" :D :D

& which I wanna specially thank . . .

MY DEAREST, YUNRUI ! :D

Thank you for everything throughout this whole 2008!

Love ya like millions ! ((((((((:

2008-12-27T22:53:00.002+08:00

YOOOOO ! I HAD MY FIRST BLOOD DONATION TODAY ! :D :D

Went with Yunrui today, @ Riverwalk :D

Its fun, fun, fun & fun w/o pain :D So, YES YES YOU, the one looking at this post ! GO & DONATE ! :D

"Eh, that santa man (the ball), really fat :P"

HEART HEART HEART ! :D

2008-12-25T23:59:00.003+08:00

YOYO !

To the people in the list below, thanks for all your wishes :D

Face-to-face ;
(Early)
☺ W466, thanks for the present.
♥ Fiona & Junjie ( because we were wrapping present on 23, haha )
♥ Yang Zheng, hahaha thanks for your swenson's treat ! Icecream cake is yummy :D :D

(On Time)

☺Yunrui's friend

☺ Lousia, yoyoyo ! :D :D :D

♥ Rosalyn, thanks for your present ! Your practical thing will give me a heaven time eating it (x

☺ Zhi Hao

☺ Joey, Weiqiang & 'my icecream cone' :D

♥ Yinling & Jingye, thanks for coming down cine (specially or not), very sweet ! :D :D :D

SMS ;
(On Time)
♥ Jingzhou, his birthday wishes to me quite ex hurs, not in singapore yet 1st to sms me, thanks ! (:
☺ Jason, sorry for not reply your msg for quite long, quite shock that you remember my birthday, thanks :D
☺ My mum, kor & didi, they super cute laughing non stop while sending the sms -.- lols.
☺ Peiyi
☺ Ziying
☺ Zihui
☺ Geraldine

☺ Huixuan

☺ Maypheng, yoyo happy birthday to you in advance too ! 30th coming lel :D :D :D

♥ Fiona, thanks for the poem ! (:

☺ Shufen

☺Raymond

☺ Shanhui, yoyo smaller than me for 5hr de ! Happy birthday too ! :D

☺ Joey Tan

☺ Wee shan

☺ David Lim

☺ Anqi

☺ Kaili

☺ Gabriel Yang

☺ Benjamin Wu

☺ Yinling

☺ Coleen, haha congrats for being the last one to msg me. 2359 O.O :D ;D

MSN ;
(On Time)
☺ Junhao, thanks thanks :D
☺ Andrew, hahaha your that dream still make me laughhhh. Anw, thanks :D
☺ Alan A, hohoho you still remember, thanks :D
☺ Yang Zheng
♥ Yun Rui
☺ David Yeng, yaya ministry leader say happy birthday doesnt mean unforgettable la -.- Lols ! Thank (:
♥ Junjie

Tagboard ;
(Early)
☺ Mavis, haha seeya soon when school reopen ! Thanks anw :D
☺ Estelle

☺ Fiona

(On time)

☺ Joy

☺ Alicia C

☺ Kaili

☺ Estelle

☺ Coleen, wahlao even tagboard you also last tag. lols.

Friendster ;

☺ Jonathan

Facebook ;

☺ Howard :D :D :D :D

☺ Junhao

☺Jovell

☺Huixuan

-End-

To summary my 16th birthday in a weird sentence. "Its so unmemorable till its so memorable", I actually spend it watching 2 movie, isnt it so -.- ? & also attended svc.

I dislike movie ( ok la, exclude cute movie).

There goes my wish, byebye to memorable birthday celebration.

Next year, guess i will not spend it with ____ anymore, 2 years of -.-

Enough, thanks.

Now, picture of present from beloved one ! THANKS :D

Shirt from Raymond, thanks ! :D :D :D

Wallet from my dad's working place aunt or smth ? Lols, thanks. :D

Chocolate from Rosalyn, haha i think this practical thing cost you quite a little right, thanks ! :D

Chocolate from Jingzhou, yoyoyo ! :D

Shades & bottle of different things from Fiona, thanks laopo !

Birthday card & necklaces from w466, thanks.

2008-12-19T17:06:00.002+08:00

PTL ! :D
All Glory goes up to Him ! :D

As some of those who bother to find out or ask, yesterday was the 'N' Level result release.
A crap person like me, who fail so many ( i mean it, really alot ), who still drop from Express to NA, who is always almost last in class/level,
& i could actually get 5 DISTINCTION ! lols.
Yuki was the top, with 6 distinction, congrats !

1ST time, my name actually appeared on screen, im shocked, veryvery shocked (x

YAYness, MR LGK PROMOTED ! Celebrating our 5 years of same class together, haha we machiam fail together, drop together, promote together ! YO BRO ! :D JIAYOU FOR 'O' :D

Congrats to all those who had scored well & also to those not that well. To those with bad result, dont give up ! Even a crap person like me could do it, you can too ! :D

2008-12-17T16:45:00.003+08:00

6 more days to my 2 years in CHC ! :D

7 more days to my sweet 16 years of breathing on this earth,

& also 4 years of joy to my dearest bearbear ! :D

Most importantly, 8 more days to my beloved Jesus birthday ! :D

Shall update after everything is over ! Stay tune ! :D

2008-12-09T14:16:00.003+08:00

YOYOYO, im back from Hong Kong ytd late night ! :D

Miss me right ? :D :D :D :D

Overall of this trip, its still fun :D Stayed at L'hotel Nina et Convention centre, room mates were Samantha, Finna & Lydia. If im not wrong, the room number was 5112 :D

All the lunch & dinner were SHIOK, 8 course meal :D My table was quite shocked when they see how much I eat :P Im a fat pig la, fat pig eat alot :D

Day 1

Lobang on Hongting's parent car :D Have to reach school by 5am, did stuffs & then we set off to Changi Airport around 6am+. Super excited, my first time taking a plane :D Flight was at 9.10am & reached HK at 12.55am. The food served, was okok, not fulling for me of course :P & my ear got blocked alot of time -.-

We went for a Half-day city tour, places like Vctoria Peak (W/ 1-way tram ride), The Peak Tower, Avenue of Stars (Symphony of Lights), Ladies Market ( I got lost w/ Rosalyn -.- Freaking scary -.- )

Guess thats all for Day 1, the hotel room was quite nice :D

Day 2

Nothing much, the whole day was at 'Mega Box', having instrumental workshop, rehearsal for concert. Yeah, a full-day performing arts programme. Tom Lee NeoWinds Orchestra was making this concert together w/ us :D

Day 3

Also nothing much to say, concert day. Super scary & new experience. Just go in the concert hall & play, w/o having the chance to have a rehearsal at the concert hall. Was held at HK polytechnic University. Tom Lee NeoWinds Orchestra was really good :D

Day 4

Full day at HK DisneyLand ! :D Performed infront of the 'Opera House' ? Then free time for awhile, but a group which I was in, had to follow our conductor because of certain thingy. After that, we had about a half day Disney's Animation Magic, Mavis was our guider :D After that, it was FREE TIME :D Went to play game, super fun :D Then waited for the parade & the best, FIREWORK. Man, Singapore firework show is real lousy, lousy. Then I guess thats all for that day :D

Day 5

Have to wake up, SUPER late. Amazing, but it eaten up our breakfast time. Grrrr, checked out :D & we went to Ladies Market to shop again :D Then around 3+, left the place & off to airport. Flight was at 6.35pm, landed at 10.35pm+. Travel back to school at 11pm+, super late. Did stuffs in school, & cabbed home alone.

Yeah, it was quite a memorable trip for me :D Heng I didnt back out from it :P & yesyes, I want to thank FIONA for sending me off on the first day ! Laopo, I LOVE YOU ! :D Also to those who msn/sms wishing me (:

(Sometimes event like this, you could see who really do cares :) )

PICTURES !

(Moutains of it, so uploaded in msn photo :D Want it, ask from me ? :D)
Day 1 :D ; Day 2 and 3 :D ; Day 4 :D ; Day 5 :D ; ZILIAN :P

2008-12-04T00:46:00.002+08:00

Yahoo ! Im back from "Camp Rock" :D
& a short short update about it (x The rest will update when Im back on the monday ! :D
Well, was in team 1, the 'MUSIC SUPERSTAR' with kenneth & anson.

TADAAA :D

& also thank God for EVELYN ! If not I'll be ultra bored, alone :P

:D :D :D

Evelyn's group :D

My group :D

Alrights, gonna leave my house in another 3hr+ Actually, im tired tired dead tired :\ I havent sleep yet, ahhhh!

2008-11-30T08:03:00.002+08:00

THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE A NICE POST, DONT READ IT. ITS FOR ME ONLY, NO COMMENT ON THIS IF WE ARE UNCLOSE. THANKS.

Im tired, i really am.

Why is all those stuffs never ending & it get more jialat case each time.

To that idiot man, feel honoured please. My precious 1st call to the 999 actually gave to you, im sorry for being so bad, but i hope that you get your bao ying.

Childish action of yours, breaking the window & so, caused my whole family & other people to miss our sleep, to clear your shyt you remain away.

& what a man are you, sissy. If you are a man, you wont beat up my mum till so jialat. SISSY, grow up la.

If my mum dont get well soon, you watch out. Idiot.

I promise you, dare come again & i will '999' STRAIGHT away. Get ready to get another police case, make your record more colourful lel. Oh yes, might as well go to jail la sissy.

Such an old uncle, yet so childish.

Idiot ! *insert millions of angry faces*

2008-11-24T23:16:00.002+08:00

Asia Conference was great ! Exciting, fun & tired week :D

All the session was great, but i missed the whole of session 4 because busing ended quite late & also half of session 5 because busing. D:

But still, its alrights. Seeing kids make me happy :D

Emerge JR & Special was GREAT ! :D

Quite fun part, 'special' bus that i took. All from warcraft except for one, they are ultra cute ! :D

My current record, start bus at 6.30am. How early is that, hohoho shall see will there be any chance to break this record (x

Was able to know seo young too ! She is a great, nice sweet girl :D Congrats for getting 1st runner up for CHCC got talent ! :D

Yesyes, had the great chance to do bus together with lousia. I guess most of the time we both are laughing, hope to have more chance to do with you ! :D

Hmm, session 1, 2, 3, 9, 10 in hall 8 ; session 5, 6, 7 in hall 10 ; session 8 in hall 7

Hahaha, i went to all the hall ! ( Lols )

& soon, i will be off to hong kong with DMB ! Miss me ! :D

after coming back from hongkong, result release & have to do stuffs for next year school. Then xmas service & my birthday.

No holiday/break ah ! D:

But, im happy with what im gonna do :D

YAY !

Shall end this post with the lyrics of one of the 2 favourite song from 'SPECIAL'.

" Love me as I am " From ' SPECIAL '

Day after day

I close my eyes & pray

Wishing there would be

Someone who sees a better me

I may not understand

Why heaven made me as I am

If you look deep inside

I'm sure a treasure you will find

Will you still love me

In spite of everything

Will you still hold me

Just like the day of my first breath

My doubts & fears mistakes & tears

All mixed with happiness

This is who I am

Will you love me as I am

I may not get a perfect score

In all the things you're looking for

Not asking for more

All my faults will you ignore

Please see the good inside

Will your love cross this great divide

Will you still love me
In spite of everything
Will you still hold me
Just like the day of my first breath
My doubts & fears mistakes & tears
All mixed with happiness
This is who I am
Will you love me as I am

2008-11-15T13:28:00.002+08:00

Wahahahaha.

Yunrui, my dearest. She super super super super cute :P

'Viwawa', lols !

I want more stayover ! :D

Hmm, I took 1 hour to get to NTU to Expo for CCH briefing which is only an hour & I took 1 hour back to come back my home. & Im going out in less than 5 min time to go woodland to fetch people, then U-turning back JW.

Super 'exciting', lols !

Hohoho, I found out 1 more secret reader of my blog from rui.

" Police Man " ( :P :P :P )

Very exciting (x But anyway, thanks for viewing (x

Asia Conference is coming (*screams), not going any elective but going for CCH events (*hip-hip-hurrary! :D ).

Byee, my dearest blog. Continue to rot till I decided not to be lazy & blog again! :D

2008-11-12T22:22:00.002+08:00

God, im really sick & tired of living in this house. To stay on at this family.

God, just when will all this end & it will have peace ?

It had been around for so many years, it dont get better when time flies, but rather, it got worst.

Im tired.

2008-10-28T23:33:00.003+08:00

Yes, its picture time again ! :D

Went over to Shu Wen's house just now with David.Y, Wei Lun ( Shu Wen's younger brother ) birthday today, 五岁了! :D Bought him this little cute mask

生日快乐, Happy Birthday Wei Lun ! :D

*Twist* :D

Isn't he just so cute ? :D

" WOW " :D

He is really, really very cute :D

TADAA ! xD

After that, went over to find Anqi & Quenas (w/ her maid) to pass Quenas the volleyball. In the end, we played volleyball/monkey/badminton. Super tiring, been long since I sweated while playing sports (x

Till I dont know when i will update again, but 30 OCT IS COMING ! MY LAST PAPER ! EMATHS P2, HURRARY !

Prayers are greatly appreciated, thanks ! :D

2008-10-28T17:00:00.001+08:00

"My True Love" taken from G4C

Have you ever had one of those encounters or experiences that you knew you would remember for as long as you live? Imagine yourself in desolution and suddenly, your knight in shinning armour just stood in front of you and you simply melted? He held out his hands, ready to hold you as you run into his embrace....no matter how hurt you are or how much pain you are going through....he has a way of easing them? Too good to be true? Think again...

I met my knight in Australia. I knew him all along but we didn't really have a very close relationship because I was busy...busy chasing after things that were never meant to be. He's my best friend...someone who really stood by me no matter how (most of the time) I refuse to answer his calls. He listened patiently to all my complains as I go through my days. He waited quietly for me to talk to him even if it's only 10 minutes. He was the first one to offer me a warm and cozy embrace when I so needed one. He was always there for me when I needed a friend. He laughed when I laugh and cried when I cry. He took the blame for all my wrong doings without asking for anything in return. When I say, "I'm sorry", he'd say, "It's ok, I love you."

I knew that he fell in love with me the first time he saw me. It was love at first sight. Although I didn't reciprocate, he carried on watching over me and comforted me like any good friend would. He is yearning for the day I would be less busy. Whenever he tried to talk, I gave him a time frame..."I have only 5 minutes for you...make it quick", I said. He watched on as I turned my back to walk away, back into my busy schedule. Yet, he never gave up on me. He waited and waited and waited...

That day was my most miserable day. I was crying because it hurt so much. The pain of giving up something I treasured so much. I knew I shouldn't but I was rebellious. I chose to carry on even when no one was on my side. I sat by my bed and cried my heart out while he sat beside me....watching...saying nothing. I told him I couldn't take it anymore, I wanted to go home. He said it's not the time yet. I felt so lonely deep inside me. I had no one. I felt so rejected, so unwanted. All of a sudden, my world just collapsed. I was numbed from all the crying. At that instant, I heard his gentle voice say, "I want you. I promised you that I will never leave you, I will never forsake you. You have read my love letters so many times. I don't break my promises." It was then that I realised what I've been missing out. He took me as I am, not for what I can offer. He saw my brokenness and quietly picked up the pieces.

In his gentleness, he took my hands and walked me down memory lane. He said, "Remember the time you dreamed of me?" I nodded. Of course I remembered that dream. It was lovely...although I couldn't remember a single word that was said in that dream, I remembered the feeling. It was so calm, so lovely, so peaceful, so warm. He said that I don't have to remember what was mentioned in that dream, I only need to remeber the feeling. I did and I smiled for the first time after so many nights of crying. The feeling of loneliness and rejection left.

I took out my keyboard and started singing him a love song. A song specially dedicated to him. I sang until I was totally lost in his love...so immersed in his presence. I never want to get out. It was hard initially, but I kept trying and I made it. He loved it. From then on, music became my life. Whenever I'm down, he would come to me with a song.

I remember a phrase that say "Wherever you go, God is already there". How true? Although that was just a short encounter with Jesus, it changed my life forever. I was never the same anymore. I yearn for more of his love that came so unconditionally. Then I heard him say, "Freely you have received, freely give."

Alicia: I ♥ You, forever my Daddy God (:

2008-10-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Shu Wen ! :D

Knew her when im on N06 :D She is a super sweet girl, her didi too ! :D

Went over to her birthday party around 6pm+, was rushing her birthday card out with machiam not much material at my house :\ Knew some of her friend, & yeah im the oldest there. Lols

Happy birthday, 生日快乐! Hope you do like the present & the card from Teacher David & Me :D

2008-10-23T23:53:00.002+08:00

I feel so loved, super loved this few days/weeks. I mean, SUPER LOVED :D

亲爱的 Yunrui 今天给了我一份爱的礼物 , its full of love :D

She dropped by my house to pass me this chocolate & gave me a hug of 爱, love :D

Thanks Dearest :D

& lastly before i end,

" Exercise SPECIAL ORDER "

Order fries w/o salt ! :D

The result of over-mugging maths, wahaha ! But, im not confident of my maths, ahhhhhhh !

God, let the emaths paper tomorrow be easy !

2008-10-22T23:20:00.004+08:00

A post of love, 爱 :D

My early birthday present, due to they wont be living in singapore soon. *Heartache*

Elizabeth bought me the Mickey Mouse Bag, Stephanie bought me the pencil holder (red colour). We took neoprint together yesterday too (inside the holder) & my dearest bearbear in the picture too :D

& a familiar face, Jacqueline, Stephanie & Elizabeth's younger sister. Isn't she so cute ? :D

Another cute girl, Carol. Casey & Caryn's younger sister :D

I love you all, little cute children ! 可爱的小孩子，我爱你们！:D :D :D :D :D

哈哈，我知道啦。This few day, my post all about kids or its photo rather than words. Haha, sorry to all my dearest beloved readers.

Photo speaks a thousand words !

YAY :D

2008-10-20T16:39:00.002+08:00

Yesterday outing to sentosa, with the Pri 6 :D

Muscle cramp la D: But playing monkey is super fun :D

2008-10-19T23:56:00.006+08:00

I never drop to NA in the Secondary 3,

I would be taking O Level this year ;

I would have saved some torturing moments in last & this years ;

I would have be a _____ ______ in school ;

But,

I might not have come church ;

I might not have accepted Christ ;

I might not have the chance to know great friend, cg member, church friend ;

I might not have seen the beautiful side of this world ;

I might not have lived till now ;

I might not have the chance to really impact children's life, to experience the simple love of children ;

I might not have so much joy which I'm having now ;

I might not have learn to handle stress during the most stressful moment ;

I might not have learn to control my emotion, to let go of certain stuffs ;

I might not have stop using vulgarities & so on ;

Yay, haha & I know I seems to be unable to let this matter go.But, I did let it go :D

I'm not gonna waste my life anymore, everyday is another blessing from God.

Life is unpredictable, you wont know what will happen tomorrow, or even a second after you see this post, or a minute or an hour & so

Live it right, live it good, live it meaningful !

YAY ! :D

Daddy God see me through all, ily ! :D

Jiayou to all O Levelers ! :D

2008-10-15T15:06:00.003+08:00

Im lazy to type, lazy lazy lazy :\

So if im lazy to type, picture will help me update my blog then :D :D
& its the picture of the P6s thats joining us ! :D

An Qi :D

Quenas :D

Casey Loo :D

Kai Li :D

& also not forgeting about Sharmane, which I didnt had a chance to take picture with as she was in N11 & Im at N06. Also, Estelle & Joel ! :D

Im really looking forward to see them being part of W466 ! Hurrary yippee yay :D

Alrighty, end of the 'P6 post'. Life had been great & super great, was blessed in some ways. Stephanie & Elizabeth's parent treated me to lunch :D Had been going down to Woodlands to give tution Stephanie and Elizabeth & a time with Wanqi and Jiayu :D

Man, no words can describe how loved i felt, they are just so so so so so sweet. Stephanie made me a card too ! :D Sweet Darlings, i love you all ! :D

Stephanie & Elizabeth's younger sister :D

So sweet, she bought sweets for us ( David.Y & I ). Super sweet right ! :D

The card stephanie made ! A thank you card :D

Thanks dear ! :D

2008-10-10T12:44:00.002+08:00

A new start of today, problems are for yesterday.

Haha, Im lazy to update. Or i might just MIA from this blog, shall see again. Anyway, N's is over & so my next paper is on the 24Oct, Emaths ( O's ) & so for the time being, im going all the way out for my dearest kids, now its their exam thats coming up, JIAYOU! :D Oh yes, 5 pri 6 kids are transfering in, cant wait to see them to be part of w466 (x

Band practise coming back & most prob gonna write letter that I cant attend saturday practise, hong kong trip is coming. Wahaha, i guess it will be so fun again, going overseas with school band mates. Pray hard for me that nothing will go wrong halfway yeah ! Xie xie :D

Kids, are my motivation. They are so young & innocent in a good way, yesterday visited a young boy. The boldness & courage that he showed, really amazed me so much, just a K2 little boy, w/ only a single family ( his mummy only ). Im really amazed & encouraged.

No problem is so big, unsolveable in a child's eye & yet in those grown up's eye, little problem may just come out and many will just throw in the white towel.

So, never give up ! :D Always have a child's attitude when facing problem, yay ! :D

:D :D :D :D :D

Hurrary ! I cant wait to see my dearest kids this saturday, wulala ! :D

2008-10-03T17:02:00.002+08:00

Children Day services, super great ! :D

1st service @JW was doing door guard with another fellow sister. Fun you know, hi-5ing with so many kids. (Awwwww ! :D) & threw the big balloon down too ! :D Then did return bus with David.Y, very fun (x

1st service @ JW :D

2nd service @Expo, did coming & return bus with Eileen. Haha, I know her but she dont know me, lols. Did N19, funfunfun.

The darlings ! :D

Its so sweet that, David.Y visited them yesterday & they said to him they miss me. *Heart melting* :D :D :D & also, 2 of them are leaving Singapore soon, heart aching :( I cant wait to take their bus again ! :D

3rd service @ JW. Did coming & return bus with David.Y, N06. Brought my younger brother, Jeremy along too (x

When the service started, went out to fetch David.Y's kids. They cab down seh O.O, and saw 2 of the darlings ! :D Sat @ the overflow room, but still its super fun.

N06 tomorrow ! :D I cant cant cant cant cant cant cant wait :D

2 more hour, CGM (x Combine cgm today @ Gabriel's House ! ;D

2008-10-01T00:29:00.001+08:00

The Tea Cup

The story is told of a couple who went to England to celebrate their 25th wedding anniversary and shopped at a beautiful antique store. They both liked antiques and pottery, and especially teacups, and so spotting an exceptional cup, they asked, "May we see that? We've never seen a cup quite so beautiful."

As the lady handed it to them, suddenly the teacup spoke...

"You don't understand, I have not always been a teacup. There was a time when I was just a lump of red clay. My master took me and rolled me pounded and patted me over and over and I yelled out, 'Don't do that. I don't like it! Leave me alone!' "

But the master only smiled and gently said, "Not yet!"

"Then, WHAM! I was placed on a spinning wheel and suddenly I was spun around and around and around. Stop it! I'm getting so dizzy! I'm going to be sick," I screamed.

But the master only nodded and said quietly,"Not yet."

"He spun me and poked and prodded and bent me out of shape to suit himself and then.....he put me in the oven. I never felt such heat. I yelled and knocked and pounded at the door. Help! Get me out of here!"

Again he said, "Not yet."

"When I thought I couldn't bear it another minute, the door opened. He carefully took me out and put me on the shelf, and I began to cool. Oh, that felt so good! Ah, this is much better," I thought. "But after I cooled he picked me up and he brushed and painted me all over. The fumes were horrible. Oh, please, Stop it! Stop it!" I cried.

He only shook his head and said,"Not yet."

"Then suddenly he put me back into the oven. Only it was not like the first time. This time it was twice as hot and I just knew I would suffocate. I begged... I pleaded... I screamed...I cried... I was convinced I would ever make it.

I was ready to give up and just then the door opened and he took me out and again placed me on the shelf, where I cooled and waited and waited, wondering: What's he going to do to me next? An hour later he handed me a mirror and said..."

"Look at yourself."

"And I did..".

"I said, That's not me, that couldn't be me. It's beautiful. I'm beautiful!"

"Quietly he spoke, 'I want you to remember,' then he said..."

"I know it hurt to be rolled and pounded and patted, but had I just left you alone, you'd have dried up. I know it made you dizzy to spin around on the wheel, but if I had stopped you would have crumbled.

I know it hurt and it was hot and disagreeable in the oven, but if I hadn't put you there you would have cracked. I know the fumes were bad when I brushed and painted you all over, but if I hadn't done that you never would have hardened. You would not have had any color in your life.

And if I hadn't put you back in that second oven, you wouldn't have survived for long because the hardness would not have held. Now you are a finished product. Now you are what I had in mind when I first began with you."

The moral of this story is this: The Lord knows what He's doing for each of us; He is the potter, and we are His clay. He will mold us and make us, and expose us to just enough pressures of just the right kinds that we may be made into a flawless piece of work to fulfill His good, pleasing and perfect will.

So when life seems hard, and you are being pounded and patted and pushed almost beyond endurance; when your world seems to be spinning out of control; when you feel like you are in a fiery furnace of trials; when life seems too hard to bear, try this....

Brew a cup of your favorite tea in your prettiest tea cup, sit down and have a little talk with the Potter.

"I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet, I will endure the darkness for it shows me the stars."

2008-09-24T17:49:00.002+08:00

(Drew on msn to rui :D)

JIAYOU TO ALL STUDENTS HAVING EXAM :D

Whether if i do know you or do not know you, all the best ! :D

Yay yay yay, Im happy ! My first time doing busing in children church this week ! :D

Plus plus, doing with someone I know, EVEYLN ! :D I sense, fun in the bus (x

& another one from the same zone too, eileen ? :\ Haha, seen before but never ever talked before. Hohohoho (x

God, Im excited :D Very very excited (x

My friday & Saturday are totally packed up :D Wulala !

Yeah, do pray for me, N level Physic, Chemistry & Maths p1 on the coming monday. God, I want an A1 for all this ! Yay yay yay ! :D

( Guess what, im slacking for the whole day today, so dead. -.- )

Gah, headache is pain :\

2008-09-20T02:06:00.002+08:00

DPMG yesterday ( 19 Sep ), was different from usual :D

No prayer meeting, but FELLOWSHIP :D

&& we played twister ! :D My younger brother joined in the game too :D

( & also did alot of other stuffs :P )

Game between the brothers ( & my younger brother ) :D

& Jingzhou won the game ! :D

Game between the sisters :D

& I (ALICIA) won the game ! :D

Haha, both Jing Zhou & I are the older person. Hohoho, older = win ( craps :P )

Alrights, enjoy the rest of the photos :D :D

Baby blue :D

The 3 brothers is waiting for Ms Rosalyn to spin (x

You might be able to see, how jialat they were twisting, lols.

Jingzhou & Shan Hui :D

Yeah, you guess it right. Me & Rosalyn in the battle :P

Main person: Jing Zhou :P

( He do look like sun wu kong in this picture, right ? :P )

& ending this post with my younger brother's face :D

( Haha, Im lazy & so this post is copied from DPMG blog & pasted on my blog :P )

2008-09-16T13:48:00.005+08:00

This show always make me cry, bahhhhhh D: Pika~ (:P)

Im very motivated & pushed by the video ytd during leaders meeting, very.
Willingness, creativity, boldness, to do it now w/o delaying!
Shall post more about my thoughts soon.
Yay ! Im going to grab hold of any chances to go to my dream ! xD
( BAHHH, pika pika~ Pikachu is making me cry D: )
OH YES ! &&& I finally joined children church ministry ! Like finally after a year or so :D
Yay yay yay ! :D

2008-09-12T00:50:00.006+08:00

Picture Picture :D ( Not Original, Edited Pictures :D )

Gabriel Birthday Celebration Pic :D

- Alicia, Barry, Gabriel, Michelle, Thomas, Yinling, Yunrui :D -

Shared by Yinling & Yunrui :D ( Rich hurs :x )

Fish & Chips ! :D Michelle, Thomas & I ate this each, nice & cheap :D

Gabriel, the birthday boy ate this. Something something salmon? Little, & also expensive :x

HEAVEN ! :D Brownie w/ Icecream ! Alicia, the brownie/chocolate lover ate this :D

Low level of heaven (Because no icecream :x) ! :D Gabriel birthday cake, but was eaten up by big fat brownie/chocolate lover, Alicia ! :D

Nonono, I was not greedy, Gabriel dont want it, so I ate it :D

& Yes, you guess it right. I ate 2 brownie, big brownie :S Yummy but soon it turned disgusting & finally sick of it at the last few mouth of it.

Lols, too much leh :x

Cash rebates ! 11 of it :D

- End of the food/Non-Human pictures -

& now the pretties & handsomes :D

Alicia & Cute Michelle (Your hair really cute lah :D)

Thomas, the one who seems to installed calculator in his brain :S

Michelle & Yunrui :D :D :D (BTW, they rocks) :D

& Now, the Birthday Boy :D Gabriel Yang !

(Anw, REST more & get well soon :D )

With his present :D

With his new way of drinking hot tea, lols !

"Daddy God, make all my wishes come true ! In Jesus Name, Amen :D "

Birthday Sabo, to call Geraldine to say whatever Barry asked him to said. Shall not say it out (x

& then, his blur looks. Lols

Strong, haha he manage to blow off the candle. Lols

& so lastly, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY GABRIEL YANG :D

You have been a great blessing in my life, a brother to me, thanks for everything.

Thanks for pushing me to school last year when i kept on poning school (:x), thanks for pushing me to study/jio-ing me to study or to say forcing me to go study (:x), thanks for all the encouragement, thanks for always accompanying me (In siao-ing, act cute-ing & more).

Sorry for all the bad thing that I have done on you (Before I came church), forgive me :D Lets forget about it also :x

All the best in promos & soon A level, go all the way !

Big Loves of hugs :D

- Edited, 2.50am -

Was reading blogs, church people but i dont know them & they dont know me that type. Heeheehee, was sort of encouraged by a blog esp, thanks :D

& its sleeping time now, im mad mad madddddd.

I guess, I will be like a lazy pig who will turn out sleeping the whole morning (hopefully not whole day) rather than studying. Lets see, lols

Combine CG tmr(or to say, later) with E141, YAY ! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

2008-09-11T11:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D
to
GABRIEL :D :D :D :D :D

&
ZIHUI :D :D :D

2008-09-09T13:41:00.003+08:00

God ! D:
I'm real sick of being always sick ! The feeling of being sick for so long & it just wont get away is very irritating. Right now, I'm feeling that I'm floating -.-
1 day, having bad coughing. Another day bad headache, then another day bad flu.
I feel like dying, seriously. I didn't sleep for almost the whole night, maybe only awhile. I was ha choo-ing non stop, YES non-stop :\
Jehovah Rapha ! :D
YESYESYES, I want to go to ICEKIMO :D Yunrui made me so wanna go there now, JIO ME :D

Being random, kinda happy ! :D Finally able to play barre chords well, quite good :D ( That's something quite long ago but I forgotten to post about it )

Combine CGM with E141 this week ! (YAY ! :D) & Its at Gabriel's House (YAYAY! :D)

My nose tap, is still on. Piang eh, I feel like dying already la, stupid flu & headache.

Im floatingggg ~ floaaaaating -.-

2008-09-06T14:15:00.001+08:00

Go to http://everyoneforone.spaces.live.com/ :D
- 60 Seconds Of Fame - :D :D :D :D :D

2008-09-05T10:12:00.002+08:00

Hurrary, so till now. Chinese p1 & p2, English p1 & p2, Comb Humanities ( Social Studies ) is over :D

Chinese / POA - I want an A1 Or A2 leh D:

Comb. Science ( Chem/Phy ) - I want an A1, buck up on my physic & it will come to past :D Damm pissed at my prelim, i gotten 73mark just because of the stupid physic which drag me so so down -.- I WANT AN A1 ! :D

Maths (NA) - I WANT A1 ! :D Prelim also 73mark, damm pissed -.- 2 more mark only -.-

Amaths (NA) - I want B3 or B4 :D ( But i never gotten it before O.O )

Comb. Humanites (SS/Geog) - I just want a pass for this & i will be jumping around. Have to depend on Geog, SS = CMI D:

Maths (E) - I want/need/must get an A1 ! So next year can drop this subject leh, A1 ! :D

Hmm, if I get what I want to get, N level I will get either 3 or 4 marks. Gambate Alicia ! :D My last paper, Emaths, is on the 30 Oct. Freaking long way :\

Might be disappearing from blogging D: BOOO ~

2008-09-03T17:36:00.002+08:00

Alicia, let it go, let it go.

God really hears & He really heals, amazing even another painful day yesterday.

It dont really hurt that much or anymore today, PTL ! :D

Yunrui Dearest, thank you thank you thank you :D I love you to the MAX ! :D

Currently, Chinese p1 & p2 yesterday - quite okok p2 quite easy & XG was cheating -.-, Chinese LC & SS today - LC easy but full of tricks. I struck '4D' for SS :D Globalisation really came out :D

I went to starbucks in between paper, thank God for the voucher church had given to those who attended morning PM. :D

Freezing cold -.- ( Now also freezing cold, raining & I was caught in the rain just now, BRRRR ~ )

God, I cant & I wont be sick ! English p1 & p2 tomorrow :S

Rain rain go away, dont you ever come again. :D

2008-09-02T15:45:00.003+08:00

Yunrui's (KAWAII) Hippo & Ducky :D

010908, painful day.
God ! D: It still hurt like craps, crapping crabbing hell pain.
(But I know, everything is in Your plan. I trust & I trust in You.)
Do you know that, you are the first that I ever took the step first, all the best. Sending all my wishes to you, find a good second half =)
You are really very very great, thank you.
Big love & hugs :D

2008-08-31T08:40:00.003+08:00

Im at Yunrui's hall alone now, waiting for time to fly to 10am & then go for JW service with members. Hopefully sermon end on time, if not i'll be late :P

Last night was great, was sharing stuffs with rui, haha. Quite fun, haha :D :D :D It was sort of, going on a time machine, think back about so many stuffs. Its quite fun, nice, gald, happy to see how much I have changed in this short 1yr+ to soon 2 yrs. Seems that Im a totally diferent person now, lols. What rui say seems to be true, if I didnt dropped to NA during sec3, I might not have needed God so much, I might not have knew God as the day that I first went church, it was thae moment, the most depressing time when I have to face the fact that, I have dropped to NA, separated from alot of my close friend. Well its just the result of my own actions & I have no one to blame. Alicia, jiayou ! :D Tough as it is, but God is tougher ! :D I trust in You, since you have planned everything in my life, I will just go on no matter how hard the road might seems to be :D

I look forward, am also quite excited, to the remaining few months, to the few years down the road. At how much more will I change, will I grow, how far will I go & more. God, bring me through :D (Am staring @ Yunrui's Ducky & Hippo, super kawaii neh ! :D :D )

There is so much I want to do, that I can do, but its kinda stupid I have been pushing myself down & down & down. ( Stop it! ) Exam starting next week, actual exam. Do keep me in prayer ! :D

An hour more ! Yay, time fly quite fast :P Alrighty, take care all my loves :D Yunrui, wo aiixzxxzxzxz ni :D (Lols!)

Have discipline !