Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 9:26 PM
This year sure to be a up & down year for me, a year when I face my darkest valley and also a year when I got to the top of my mountain. As I look back in my life, this fact became so real so real, that is God is so real & He really care & love for everyone of us.
2009 been a year of stepping out of my comfort zone, a year when I've really grown a lot, both spiritually & maturity wise. Took up many other things in the CG which really make me to live out the Jesus-centered lifestyle, in another word, it mean to always put other first.
& I guess everything was already planned by God and I'm glad to be able to say that I have overcome 2009! :D
Many nights I've spend it crying, asking and begging God for an answer of why I have to go through all the shit & hell. Many days I woke up with sore eye but yet having peace in my heart, many days I don't to sleep too much because of family problems, and I made so many police call on a same person too.
School wasn't good too, to my classmate that was with me for 3 years or 2, I know sometimes you all have wondered why I always hated school so much, leaving school early, skipping school to study at home. . . Why did I came down to NA to snatch the top few positions from you all. I'm sorry for everything I have caused, but I want to thank all of you all that you have accepted me as a friend. 3 years ago when I've dropped to NA from Express, its really a very very big blow to me & it really took a very big effort and courage for me to actually continue on studying and not drop out of school.
But I thank God that now, I'm no longer having lousy result, last 10+ in level, but now I'm being at the top few percent. Guess that big blow was also a God-given blow too, lols! I'm glad that I have finished this 'secondary school' race too :) :) Indeed that you may not start well and good, but keep on pressing on, trust that everything gonna turn out fine at the end. Whatever you confess & think, you will in the end get it :)
This year was also my O Level year, sure to be a tough & slack year for me, why slack?, you should know xD I'm really believe & trusting God for a good good good result! :D
This year I've also donated blood 3 times! Making a total of 4 donation till now, but a lot of side effects :(
In spiritually, church, CG wise, many many changes too, 1 big one was I actually took up guitar which I hated it before that ( very painful ah . . ). Due to some reason, my current CGG left and just nice I don't know why I could actually pick up guitar without giving up, not forgetting to thank Andrew! Thanks for teaching me the guitar even when we know each other through online xD & also I actually bought an expensive guitar :O But like what I'm gonna say always, I guess its still part of God's plan. Ever since then, I started playing guitar for CG. My first time playing was still a combine cg meeting for the ladies when all the men were having men's meeting, about 3 CG &&& its other CGL leading :OO Lols!!
Also I start to give GS BS, 'upgrade' from salvation BS, lols! Oh yes! I served in choir during the zone services! 1 word, FUN! :D If I'm not wrong, this year I have also attended 4 OPM? 1 CCH & i think 3 YK, really killing my flesh but I love the part when my flesh is really 'dead' & when we are really soak into the POG! Wulala! :D
For CCH wise, I'm glad and honoured to be able to help out in the recent musical, Fishball PingPong. Was one of the maskman aka backstage crew, stressful, tiring, stretching. Direct 'commenting' from pastor is really something very :( But I had a lot of fun times & good memories! Yay! :D
Now is time to make some special dedications to some of my dearest one :)
To the special one who have impacted my life in an amazing way, my sheperd, , my leader & my dear, KONG YUN RUI! :D
Thank you for taking in all my stupid jokes & actions. Thank you for all the discipleship & all of your scoldings too :P I promise that I will try to make myself better and that I won't get scolded by you every time I see you :P Thank you for all your guidance, grace & forgiveness that you have shown. Without you, I'm nothing now. Thank you for teaching & empowering me, so that I can do mighty things for God!
It's always my honour to be able to serve you, help you. Looking forward to 2010 together with you! Always beside you ! ;)
Dear, don't be discourage by all the things that have happen, but let all the things encourage & push you to be a even better leader!
I Love You!
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& because of you not giving up on me . . .

I was able to get this award, aka the most serving award during WL Subzone thanksgiving 2009 ! :D
& now to my CG, W466 :DD
Thank you for giving me the chance to serve you all & all the love you all have shown me. Thank you for accepting me as I am. Thank you for giving me a chance to love you all so dearly, helping me to expand my love tank, my capacity.
Looking forward to see the CG up to another level, lets believe 2010 will be the year!
Thank you all! :)
To Xinyee, Rachel, Anqi, Kaili, Alicia, Fiona
Thank you for all your love, courage that you all have in yourself. Thank you for not giving up in God. Continue on pressing on & I believe with all my heart, your breakthrough will be coming up! Keep on praying & fasting, God see! :D
GOODBYE 2009 & HELLO 2010!
I'm ready for a change, for greater things!
Are you? :D
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