#44.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008 @ 5:47 PM
I wanted to post this ytd, 31 Dec. But wasnt at home & so didnt had the chance to post.
Anyway, a brand new year, a fresh starting :D 2007 sure been a quite kanasai year, in friendship, band, family and everything. Wells, forget about it, i believe 2008 will be a better year than 2007 :D
I want to thank a few person, part of the reason why i changed so much throughout the whole 2007.
GOD ! :D
I have endless stuffs of thing to thank Him. For placing great friends in my life, for the peace and love, for all the encouragement & more. I really want to grow my love more for Him :D I hope to really spent more time with you & i'll stop making excuses to not doing qt. I LOVE YOU :D
Yunrui ! :D
She was the first person in the cg that was so friendly to me when i first came to church, 23 Dec 2006 :D She was the one always standing by me almost during all good & bad times. When i did smth wrong, she was also the one correcting me & didnt get angry at me despite the repeated same mistake. She was the only few person in my life that i can trust on, the rare few i can open up myself to. I can always find answer to my never ending 'whys' in her, she will always be there for me if something happen at home & also when im feeling depressed. Someone i can look up upon and learn to stay strong despite of bad events that happened. I really wanna thank God for you, thanks for everything ! I love you :D
Gabriel ! :D
Hahahahahahah, he never fail to get me to sch with all those 'You dont come sch and you'll know what happen' Lols ! :D Without your help, i doubt i can even promote to sec 4, thanks :D
&& also the CG, E141 :D Thanks guys for everything, i really hope i can build up a stronger friendship with you all esp YUNRUI!, Geraldine, Zihui, Crystal, Fiona & those new friend like Shining, Ziying :D
Well, the rest of the post shall be a post to myself :D
I need to grow more in my spiritual life, I need to stop lying/finding excuses, I need to learn to have more faith in myself, I need to expand my love for God like alotalot, I need to be more loving & accepting to people, I need to STOP poning sch/classes, I need to stop looking down on myself, I need to stop thinking that an Express-ian dropping to NA is a no hope person, I need to learn to think positive even if its during a bad time, I need to study real real real hard & score with flying colours ( & so to prove to teachers who thought i was a hopeless person that i still got hope :D ), I need to open myself up more & not keeping everything to myself, I need to score well for N & O level, I need to improve on my trumpet playing, I need to learn how to tongue hao lai.
I want to join a ministry, I want my parent to get back together ( sorry, i know im being selfish again. ), I want OM, I want to know my friend/cg mates to a even closer level :D, I want more blessing ( who dont want :D ), I want to complete CL & at least start VL, I want to get scholarship if not i want at least a bursary ( i got in 2007, hurrary :D ), I want more cash to go shopping ( Who doesnt want this hur ? :D )
I wish that there will be such a system that people like me who as once a express-ian can skip N level & go O level (x, I wish all my birthday wish will come true, I wish my 16th birthday will be a memorable one & not a boring one like the previous 15 year.
I hope i can really be a special person in someone's life, I hope i'll always be there for someone if they need me, I hope i can always be there lend my shoulder to someone who will need it, I hope i'll stop feeling dishearten about stuffs if it turn out to a i-dont-want-it to-be-like-that way, I hope i'll not break my promise to ruiz :D, I hope i wont be a disappointment to people who places high hope on me ( thank you :D ), I hope my dream of _____ will come nearer to me :D
Be encouraged :D
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